Chương 32: The Shape of the Festival
MHA: Scar Tissue Hero · JuliusA · 124 chương · ~52 phút đọc · Tạo 28/08/2026
The first supervised strategy session began with Kurose taking away Ren's pencil. Ren stared at his empty hand. Then at Kurose. Then at the pencil now held between two of her fingers like confiscated contraband.
"That is unnecessary" he said Kurose placed the pencil on the teacher's desk beside her tablet.
"You wrote three headings before I finished explaining the rules""They were provisional""They were titled Exploitable Structural Weaknesses""Accurate provisional headings""Disallowed" Shinso leaned back in his chair and looked deeply satisfied.
"This is already worth attending" Ren turned.
"You wrote nothing""I'm following the rules""You brought no notebook""That is how I follow rules" Kurose looked at both of them.
"Excellent. We are beginning at the expected level of insufferable" Room 2-G had been converted into what Kurose called a controlled preparation environment, which meant the desks had been arranged in a square, the monitor had been connected to archival Sports Festival footage, the whiteboard had been divided into categories, and a printed sheet of restrictions sat in front of each student like a threat made of paper. Only four students had been approved for this first session. Ren. Shinso.
Sano, because his knee restriction prevented physical preparation and Kurose believed boredom would make him reckless. Arai, because crowd noise, vibration sensitivity, and event stress required planning that was not simply telling her to endure it. Kurose had refused to call them a group.
"Groups become identities" she had said before starting "Identities become excuses" Sano had whispered "Everything becomes a crime in this room" Kurose had heard him. Of course. Now she stood at the front with Ren's pencil, a timer, and the expression of someone who would personally cancel the Sports Festival if anyone tried to become dramatic before lunch. On the whiteboard, she had written: Rules Pressure Visibility Scoring Crowd Opponents Self Then beneath everything: No physical rehearsal. No Quirk use.
No trauma targeting. No self-destruction as strategy. Ren looked at the final line. It looked back. Kurose said "Today's goal is not to plan victory" Sano raised a hand.
"That seems like a problem""No. Victory plans encourage fantasy. Today's goal is to identify event principles, personal constraints, and decision triggers" Shinso said "That sounds less fun than victory""Correct" Arai adjusted the soft wraps at the base of her horns.
"It sounds safer""Also correct" Ren looked at the board.
"Event principles can inform victory planning later" Kurose's eyes moved to him.
"Later may occur after medical clearance, faculty review, and evidence that you can use principles without turning them into reasons to ignore pain" Ren sat back.
"Noted""Accepted?" He hesitated. Shinso said "Careful. She'll hear the loophole form" Ren looked at him. Shinso smiled. Ren said "Accepted" Kurose returned the pencil. Not to his hand. To the far edge of his desk. A test. Infantile. Effective. Ren did not reach for it immediately. Kurose noticed. Of course.
"Progress" Sano muttered "We're grading pencil restraint now""Yes" Kurose said "Some students require foundational work" Shinso looked at Ren.
"Foundational pencil control" Ren said "You came unarmed""Strategic disarmament""Cowardice""Survival" Kurose set the timer.
"Thirty minutes. Then break. We begin with prior Sports Festival structure" The monitor lit. Old footage appeared. A previous first-year obstacle course spread across the screen in bright daylight and roaring crowd noise muted to low volume for Arai's sake. Students surged forward from the starting gate, packed too tightly, shouting, pushing, dodging. Giant robots blocked the first segment. A narrow path created forced compression. The front-runners gained visibility and danger simultaneously.
Those too slow became trapped behind human traffic. Those too eager collided with the first major obstacle. Ren's hand moved toward the pencil. Stopped. He looked at the footage instead. Rules. Pressure. Visibility. Scoring. Crowd. Opponents. Self. The first trial always started before the first obstacle. Not physically. Socially. Students saw cameras. Students saw rivals. Students heard Present Mic. Students remembered that agencies watched. They overvalued early lead because early lead felt like proof.
The course punished that by making early leaders visible targets, blockers, collision points, and psychological bait. Ren wanted the pencil. Badly. Kurose said "Observation verbally, one at a time. No conclusions yet" Sano raised his hand.
"The start is a trap" Kurose nodded.
"Why?"
"Everyone wants to look fast. The course makes fast people crash into the first problem together""Good" Arai said "Noise rises before the gate opens. Some students move before they think""Good" Shinso watched the screen.
"The people yelling challenges waste breath and reveal who they care about beating" Kurose nodded.
"Good" Ren said "Early lead creates target load, path commitment, and camera bias. It is useful only if the student can maintain speed without resource depletion or if visibility itself is the objective" Kurose looked at him.
"That is a conclusion wearing observation""It is structurally difficult to separate them""Try" Ren exhaled.
"Students at the front receive more attention and more interference""Better" Shinso leaned forward.
"Was that painful?"
"Yes""Good" Ren ignored him. The footage continued. A student with a speed Quirk led early, then lost momentum when a robot forced lateral movement. A student with a binding Quirk used the robot's arm to swing around the crowd but created enough spectacle that three others immediately followed the route and collided. A smaller student passed under debris while the cameras were still tracking larger Quirk displays. Kurose paused.
"Lesson?" Sano said "Big moves get copied" Arai said "Small routes get missed" Shinso said "The crowd watches whoever looks like a story" Ren said "Therefore invisibility can be used as a temporary resource" Kurose looked at him.
"Acceptable" Ren reclaimed the pencil. Kurose allowed it. He wrote: Visibility is load. Invisibility is resource. Early lead is target. Small route beats dramatic route if scoring does not require spectacle. He paused. Added: Do not confuse camera attention with advantage. Shinso leaned forward far enough to read upside down.
"That last one is for you" Ren looked at him.
"It is for all candidates""Sure" Kurose let it pass. Next footage showed a different year's cavalry battle. The screen filled with students forming teams, headbands, shouted numbers, shifting alliances, predatory movement. Some teams chased high-value targets immediately. Others hid. Some formed around strength. Others around mobility. A team with modest points survived because no one considered them worth attacking until the final seconds. Shinso's attention sharpened. Ren noticed. Kurose noticed Ren noticing.
The room was unbearable. Kurose said "Cavalry battle principles" Sano said "Don't be worth too much too early""Good" Arai said "Teams need rhythm. If one person moves too fast, everyone breaks""Good" Shinso said "People answer insults faster when points make them scared" Kurose's eyes moved to him.
"Expand without planning specific manipulation" Shinso grimaced.
"Fear lowers verbal discipline. If someone thinks they are about to lose points, they respond to provocation more reflexively""Ethical concern?"
"Provocation can target panic instead of strategy""Boundary?"
"Do not use known trauma. Do not bait someone into unsafe movement. Do not trigger post-USJ reactions" Kurose nodded.
"Good" The word landed differently on Shinso now. He did not flinch. Much. Ren said "Cavalry battle rewards controlled mediocrity before decisive timing" Sano snorted.
"Controlled mediocrity is going on my family crest" Kurose ignored him. Ren continued "High score creates predation. Low score risks irrelevance. Middle score with mobility and late burst potential may have optimal survival odds" Kurose said "That is closer to planning than principle" Ren amended.
"The event punishes static value and rewards timing""Accepted" He wrote: Static value attracts attack. Timing matters more than possession. Team rhythm beats individual excellence unless individual Quirk overwhelms field. Ethics: pressure is allowed. Exploiting trauma is not. Shinso looked at the last line. Then away. Arai looked at it too. Her shoulders lowered slightly. The session continued through tournament footage last. Direct combat. Ring boundaries. Referee calls. Public pressure. Crowd noise.
One-on-one display. The format pretended to be simple. It was not. Kurose paused a clip where a student with superior offensive power lost because he could not adjust when the opponent stopped trying to overpower him.
"Principle?" Sano said "Being stronger doesn't help if you're stupid" Kurose's expression did not change.
"Less insulting version" Sano thought.
"Power without adaptation loses to rule exploitation""Better" Arai said "Crowd noise changes timing. They moved after cheering, not before" Kurose nodded.
"Good" Shinso said "People talk more in one-on-one fights because silence feels like losing the audience" Ren looked at him. Shinso felt the look.
"What?"
"That is useful""I know" Kurose said "Boundary?" Shinso rolled his eyes.
"Do not build an entire plan around humiliating the opponent into answering. It might work. It might also make me look like a villain on national television" Kurose nodded.
"Excellent" Shinso stared.
"That was not praise?"
"It was" He looked suspicious. Ren almost smiled. Kurose turned to him.
"Akiyama. Principle?" Ren looked at the screen. The tournament. The place where power stopped being implied and became visible. Todoroki's future shape pressed at the edges of memory. Ice. Crowd. Cold. Recognition. Pain. This story has been unlawfully obtained without the author's consent. Report any appearances on Amazon. He kept his voice even.
"One-on-one matches reward decisive Quirk expression. Students without obvious output must create decision problems rather than force contests" Kurose waited. Ren added "Ring boundaries matter. Referee thresholds matter. Crowd perception matters less than survival and advancement, but may affect transfer evaluation""Personal risk?"
"Overcompensation""Define" Ren's mouth tightened.
"Trying to make low-output performance visually undeniable by accepting excessive damage" The room quieted. Shinso stopped leaning. Arai looked at the desk. Sano's expression lost humor. Kurose's voice remained level.
"Boundary?" Ren looked at the board. No self-destruction as strategy.
"Damage is not evidence unless it changes a decision safely" Kurose studied him.
"That sentence is dangerous""Yes""Revise" Ren frowned.
"Damage should not be pursued as evidence. If damage occurs, the relevant evaluation is whether judgment remains intact" Kurose nodded once.
"Better" He wrote it down. His hand felt heavier after. The timer rang. Kurose closed the monitor.
"Break. Five minutes. Stand if medically permitted. Akiyama remains seated unless he needs movement for stiffness. Shinso does not use the break to provoke anyone. Sano does not pretend his knee brace gives him moral authority. Arai may use the quiet corner if needed" Sano raised his hand.
"My knee brace does give me some moral authority""No" He lowered his hand. Shinso stood and stretched. Ren remained seated. Arai went to the quiet corner where a soft divider blocked visual movement from the hallway. Sano limped toward the window and pretended not to be careful. Shinso moved to Ren's desk.
"You're worse at stopping when the pencil is allowed" Ren looked at his notes.
"I remained within verbal and written constraints""Emotionally, you ran laps""That is not measurable""It is from over here" Ren looked up. Shinso's face was lazy. His eyes were not.
"You heard the tournament part" Ren said"Everyone heard it""No. You heard the self-destruction part" Shinso's mouth flattened.
"Yes" Ren looked back at the notes.
"It is a relevant risk""No. It is your favorite door wearing a warning sign" Ren stilled. That was too accurate. Shinso noticed the hit but did not soften. Good. Maybe. Ren said "And your favorite door?" Shinso's eyes narrowed.
"Making people prove they fear me so I can hate them for it" Ren looked at him. Silence. Then Ren nodded.
"That is useful self-assessment" Shinso groaned.
"I hate when honesty gets rewarded with you""It was not a reward""Feels like punishment" Ren wrote one line at the bottom of the page. Do not make opponents confirm old beliefs if confirmation is not strategically or ethically necessary. Shinso stared.
"Did you just note my psychological flaw?"
"Yes""Give me that""No" Shinso reached. Ren moved the notebook with his right hand. Pain sparked through ribs. Small. Enough. Shinso stopped immediately. His face changed. Ren said "Stable" Shinso stepped back.
"Idiot""Yes" The answer slipped out before pride could stop it. Shinso blinked. Then looked away.
"Good" Ren sighed.
"Contagion""Shut up" Kurose returned from the hallway at exactly that moment.
"I heard stable and idiot. Do I need context?"
"No" Ren and Shinso said together Kurose looked unimpressed.
"Concerning harmony" The second thirty-minute block began with individual constraints. Kurose gave each of them three cards. Green. Yellow. Red.
"Decision triggers" she said "Green means continue. Yellow means adjust. Red means stop or request intervention" Sano looked at the cards.
"This feels like preschool" Kurose said "Preschoolers often understand self-regulation better than adolescents chasing public validation" Sano lifted the yellow card.
"Emotional damage""Accurate use" Ren studied his cards. Green. Yellow. Red. Too simple. Therefore difficult. Kurose wrote his name on the board first. Akiyama.
"Green conditions" Ren said "Pain at baseline or lower. Breathing stable. No scar heat. No dizziness. No uncontrolled fragment intrusion. Strategy remains within event rules. Objective not driven by proof-seeking" Kurose nodded.
"Yellow""Pain increase manageable but persistent. Breath restriction. scar itch without heat. emotional fixation on visibility. desire to continue after tactical objective becomes irrelevant. opponent triggers fragment response""Red" Ren looked at the card.
"Sharp rib pain. dizziness. scar heat with spreading redness. loss of movement control. fever symptoms. fragment overlap severe enough to impair present awareness. opportunity to gain advantage through clearly unsafe damage" Kurose waited. Ren added "Direct instruction to stop from referee, faculty, or medical staff" Hana would approve. Daichi would write it down. Kurose nodded.
"Good" Shinso said "That was disturbingly complete" Ren looked at him.
"I have experience building failure protocols""Not as reassuring as you think" Kurose wrote Shinso's name.
"Green" Shinso leaned back.
"Opponent responsive but not distressed beyond competition norms. I know target, context, and objective. Commands limited. No civilians involved. No one is panicking because of USJ. I can stop after command succeeds" Kurose nodded.
"Yellow""Opponent gets visibly afraid of me instead of the match. Crowd starts reacting like I'm doing something villainous. I want to make someone answer because they annoyed me. I notice I'm enjoying the fear too much. Someone brings up USJ or villain stuff" Arai looked at him from the side. Not with fear. With recognition. Kurose said "Red" Shinso's jaw worked.
"Target not hostile and not consenting outside match context. Possible trauma trigger. Command would cause unsafe movement. I cannot identify why I want the command. I am trying to punish someone for how they see me" Kurose wrote it. The room was very quiet. Sano said softly "Damn" Shinso looked at him. Sano lifted both hands.
"Respectfully" Shinso did not answer. Kurose continued to Sano and Arai, but Ren kept thinking about Shinso's red condition. I am trying to punish someone for how they see me. Useful. Terrible. Honest. The cards were simple. People were not. At the end of the block, Kurose paired them for a nonphysical exercise. Ren and Shinso. Sano and Arai. Naturally. The exercise was called scenario sorting. Kurose presented possible Sports Festival situations.
Each pair had to classify goal, risks, ethical boundaries, and whether action belonged in green, yellow, or red. No tactics. Principles only. Scenario one: obstacle course start, crowd crush risk, a faster student behind trying to push through. Ren said "Goal: maintain balance and avoid collision. Risk: being forced into unsafe acceleration. Boundary: do not trip others unless immediate self-defense requires diversion" Shinso said "Verbal option: warn once.
If they answer aggressively, don't use Quirk because start crowd is too dense and command could make them fall" Ren looked at him.
"Good" Shinso pointed at him.
"Don't" Scenario two: cavalry battle, opposing team insults General Studies to provoke response. Shinso said "Ignore unless response creates scoring opportunity. If insult targets Quirk stigma, yellow. If I want to answer personally, red" Ren said "Team should designate one speaker to prevent accidental response triggers and reduce verbal chaos" Shinso stared.
"One speaker?"
"You""That makes me the obvious Brainwashing threat""Yes""So teams avoid answering me""Yes""So they answer teammates instead""Yes" Shinso's eyes sharpened.
"Decoy speaker" Ren nodded.
"Or reverse. You are visible threat. Actual scoring action occurs elsewhere while opponents over-manage verbal response" Kurose cleared her throat. Ren stopped.
"Principles" she said Ren said "Attention can be allocated incorrectly under perceived threat" Kurose stared.
"Barely acceptable" Shinso looked delighted. Scenario three: tournament match, opponent mocks Quirk as villainous on live broadcast. Shinso went still. Ren looked at him. Shinso said "Yellow immediately" Ren nodded.
"Objective?"
"Win without proving them right" Ren said "Clarify proving them right" Shinso's eyes narrowed.
"Do not escalate cruelty. Do not make command humiliating if disabling is enough. Do not monologue about discrimination on a national broadcast while losing" Ren said "That last one is context-dependent" Shinso stared.
"Are you encouraging a speech?"
"No. I am saying public framing can matter" Kurose said "Careful" Ren adjusted.
"Self-advocacy is not inherently loss of control. But if speech replaces strategy or becomes punishment, risk increases" Kurose nodded.
"Accepted" Shinso looked at him strangely.
"What?"
"Nothing""It is not nothing""You made space for me to talk without making it automatically stupid" Ren looked at the paper.
"It would not automatically be stupid" Shinso's expression went uncomfortable.
"Yeah. That" Scenario four: tournament match, Ren is cornered, opponent output overwhelming, ring edge behind him, crowd chanting for finish. Kurose did not look at him when she read it. Which meant she was looking in every way that mattered. Ren stared at the card. Ice flashed at the edge of memory. Not stated. Not yet. Shinso noticed.
"Yellow?" Shinso asked Ren shook his head slowly.
"Depends" Kurose said "Classify" Ren breathed.
"Yellow if injury risk remains manageable and objective exists. Red if continuing requires taking damage solely to maintain audience perception or prove validity" Shinso leaned forward.
"And if taking a hit creates a path to win?" Ren's fingers tightened around the card.
"Then evaluate cost, referee threshold, medical risk, and whether the win matters beyond ego" Shinso's voice was quieter.
"You'll lie to yourself about that" Ren looked at him.
"Yes" The room stopped. Ren had answered too honestly. Again. Kurose did not rescue him. Sano looked between them from across the room, no longer pretending not to listen. Arai's hands were still. Shinso held Ren's gaze.
"Then red if you can't tell the difference" Ren looked at the red card. Red. Stop. Request intervention. Lose if necessary. The word lose had weight. He said "Accepted" Kurose wrote something on her tablet. Probably damning. Probably necessary. The session ended with homework. Ren almost laughed. The sound would have been inappropriate, so he did not. Kurose distributed one final sheet.
"Each of you will write a one-page preparation plan. It must include permitted work, prohibited work, green-yellow-red triggers, and one sentence beginning I am not allowed to" Sano groaned.
"Why that sentence?"
"Because limits written in first person are harder to treat as someone else's problem" Ren looked at the sheet. I am not allowed to. Many options. Too many. Kurose continued "Akiyama, your plan is shared with your parents and Recovery Girl" Expected. Still unpleasant.
"Shinso, yours is shared with me. You may choose whether to share with a guardian" Shinso's face closed. Kurose moved on without making the closure a spectacle. Good. After dismissal, Ren and Shinso walked toward the cafeteria under the modified schedule. Neither spoke for a full hallway. Then Shinso said "You said yes" Ren knew what he meant.
"You said you'd lie to yourself""Yes""That was new""Yes""Why?" Ren looked ahead.
"Because the alternative was lying to everyone else too" Shinso did not answer immediately. The corridor smelled faintly of disinfectant and paper. Posters for the Sports Festival had multiplied overnight. U. A. was dressing itself for reassurance. Finally, Shinso said "Annoyingly healthy" Ren said "Temporary condition""Treat it before it spreads""Too late" They passed a poster showing the stadium from last year, packed with thousands of spectators. Ren's vision caught on the crowd. Soundless image. Pressure. Eyes.
Judgment. Recognition. Ice. His scar did not itch. Good. He still slowed. Shinso slowed too.
"Fragment?"
"Memory pressure. No physical symptom""Green?" Ren considered.
"Yellow. Brief""What do you do?"
"Orient to present. Name current location. Report if recurring""Do it" Ren looked at him. Shinso stared back. Of course. Ren exhaled.
"U. A. corridor, General Studies wing, modified schedule, after controlled preparation session, walking to cafeteria with Shinso. No ice. No arena. No crowd" Shinso nodded.
"Good" Ren disliked how much that helped.
"Contagion" he said"Shut up" At lunch, the table was lively in the way people became when they had survived structured self-reflection and wanted desperately to stop being perceived. Kenta wanted the broad strokes of the strategy session. Sano told him everything except the parts Kurose had said not to disclose. Which meant he told him tone, misery, card colors, and the phrase foundational pencil control. Kenta almost cried laughing. Ren did not approve.
Arai looked better than she had before the session, tired but clearer. She explained that her green-yellow-red triggers made crowd noise feel less like an enemy and more like weather with warning signs. Nana asked if she could make a version for herself even if she was not a transfer candidate. Arai said yes. Reina said she wanted one too. Shinso looked at Ren. Ren looked back. Useful things spreading. No one named it. Good. During lunch, Izuku approached the table. Not alone.
Uraraka hovered near the aisle, giving him space while also clearly prepared to extract him if necessary. Iida stood farther back, pretending this was not a supervised social interaction. Izuku looked nervous. Shinso watched him with lazy interest. Ren set down his chopsticks.
"Alive?" Izuku smiled faintly.
"Alive""Repeatability?"
"Improving" Shinso looked between them.
"This is a cult greeting now?" Uraraka said "It's useful" Shinso sighed.
"Of course you would say that" Izuku looked at Shinso.
"Um. Alive?" Shinso blinked. The table went quiet. Then Shinso said "Unfortunately" Izuku nodded seriously.
"Good" Kenta choked on rice. Sano lowered his face into one hand. Ren closed his eyes. Uraraka laughed. Shinso stared at Izuku as if deciding whether sincerity was more dangerous than mockery.
"You're strange" Shinso said Izuku smiled awkwardly.
"I get that a lot" Ren looked at Izuku's bandaged hand.
"Control exercises?" Izuku brightened slightly.
"Yes. All Might is helping. It's not really working yet, but I didn't break anything yesterday" Shinso's eyes sharpened at All Might. Not much. Enough. Ren said "Not breaking anything is working" Izuku nodded.
"I'm trying to remember that""Good" Shinso pointed.
"There it is" Uraraka grinned.
"It's everywhere now" Izuku looked at the table.
"I just wanted to say. Sports Festival. Good luck. All of you" Sano blinked.
"All of us?"
"Yes" Kenta leaned back.
"Hero Course blessing. Fancy" Izuku flushed.
"That's not what I meant" Shinso looked at him.
"No. That's exactly why it matters" Izuku froze. Shinso continued, voice mild.
"People will expect you to matter. They'll expect us to try to matter. Different starting line" Izuku's face shifted. He looked down.
"You're right" Shinso seemed thrown off by the immediate agreement. Ren was not. Izuku did that. Sometimes dangerously. Ren said "Different starting line does not mean your guilt gets to run backward and apologize for the track" Izuku looked at him. Then nodded.
"Right. No apologies first" Uraraka whispered "Progress" Iida, from the back, gave a firm nod as if approving a legal reform. Shinso muttered "This school is unbearable" Izuku looked at him.
"Good luck, Shinso" Shinso's expression changed for half a second. Then flattened.
"You too, bone breaker" Uraraka made a sound. Izuku blinked. Then, impossibly, smiled.
"I'm trying not to be that" Shinso looked at him.
"Good" The word left his mouth before he could stop it. Everyone heard. Shinso's face went blank. Ren looked down at his tray. Kenta looked like he had been handed a gift by the universe. Sano whispered "Contagion" Shinso stood.
"I'm leaving" Kurose appeared behind him.
"No you are not. You have not finished lunch" Shinso sat. The table collapsed into quiet laughter. Even Shinso's mouth twitched once before he murdered the expression. The afternoon brought the first approved rules analysis session outside class. Adult aware. Location logged. No physical rehearsal. Ren and Shinso used the school library because it had tables large enough for papers and enough silence to make Shinso complain less. They sat across from each other with Kurose's joint review sheet between them.
Ren had his notebook. Shinso had finally brought one. It was mostly blank. Ren did not comment. Mercy. Progress. They listed possible event categories without predicting exact structure. Mass start. Terrain obstacle. Scoring scramble. Team formation. Point theft. Direct match. Crowd pressure. Unknown surprise rule. Ren wrote principles. Shinso wrote counter-principles. Ren: Avoid high-value exposure before scoring phase stabilizes. Shinso: Make others think you are low value until they have already answered you.
Ren: Route selection should consider crowd flow, not only terrain. Shinso: People watching the terrain forget the person walking beside them. Ren: In team events, define command hierarchy before movement. Shinso: If I am on a team, someone else should be designated public speaker unless we want everyone silent around me. Ren: Silence around you can be exploited as attention drain. Shinso looked up.
"You want people afraid to answer me""No. I want their fear of answering you to occupy decision bandwidth""That sounds villainous""It is not if the goal is scoring within rules and no harm""That sounds like something a villain says before being arrested" Ren paused.
"Then ethical framing requires refinement" Shinso smirked.
"Write that" Ren did. Ethical framing requires refinement. Shinso laughed under his breath. The library session lasted exactly thirty minutes. The timer rang. Ren stopped writing. Shinso stared.
"You actually stopped""Yes""Possession confirmed""I am demonstrating readiness""Terrifying" Ren closed the notebook. His hand lingered on the cover. More thoughts remained. Many. Too many. Stopping hurt in a place that was not physical. Shinso noticed. Of course.
"Yellow?" Ren exhaled.
"Yes""What do you do?"
"Stop. Mark continuation point. Leave table""Do it" Ren marked the page with a small tab. Stood slowly. No rib spike. Green physically. Yellow mentally. The distinction mattered. They left the library and walked toward the exit under late afternoon light. At the main corridor, Sports Festival posters had been joined by security notices. Public reassurance and private cost sharing wall space. Shinso looked at the posters.
"You think they'll let both of us get far?" Ren said "Let?"
"You know what I mean""I do""And?" Ren looked at the stadium image. Crowd. Pressure. A boy with ice. A boy with green lightning. A boy with a voice people feared. A boy with scars nobody had agreed to call a Quirk yet.
"I think the Sports Festival rewards stories but begins with chaos. In chaos, permission matters less than positioning" Shinso's mouth twitched.
"That sounded like a strategy""It was a principle""Sure" They reached the east entrance. Hana was already there. With Daichi. And an extra food bag. Shinso stopped walking.
"No" Hana lifted the bag.
"Not dinner. Snack""That is worse" Daichi said "It is smaller""That is not why it is worse" Ren said "You can refuse" Shinso looked at him.
"You keep saying that""Yes""It makes refusing harder""Yes" Hana smiled faintly.
"Only if you want the thing" Shinso stared. Then took the bag.
"Manipulative""Practical" Hana said Daichi added "No dramatic meaning" Shinso looked at him.
"You people say that too much" Ren said "Because dramatic meaning keeps happening" Shinso pointed at him with the bag.
"That is your fault""Partially" Hana looked pleased that he admitted partial responsibility. Daichi opened the car. Ren went home with his parents. Shinso took the station path with snack and annoyance. Both were becoming familiar. That evening, Ren completed his homework plan. One page. No extra sheets. No annexes. No hidden strategy framework. Hana checked. Daichi checked. Both looked suspicious at the absence of annexes. He decided to feel offended.
The plan read: Permitted work: rules analysis, event principle review, breathing, walking, light mobility, sleep, nutrition, symptom tracking, supervised strategic discussion, psychological decision triggers. Prohibited work: impact training, exposure testing, pain tolerance drills, Quirk provocation, unsupervised physical rehearsal, secret route simulation, training through pain, using fragments without reporting relevant risk.
Green: stable pain, stable breathing, no scar heat, clear present awareness, objective inside rules, ability to stop. Yellow: fixation on visibility, fragment pressure, increased pain, irritation at restriction, urge to continue after timer, desire to prove physical validity. Red: sharp pain, dizziness, scar heat, fever, inability to distinguish strategy from self-punishment, instruction to stop, opportunity requiring unsafe damage, desire to be seen at any cost.
Final sentence: I am not allowed to make being seen more important than being alive. Ren stared at the sentence after writing it. It was not the one he had planned. The planned version had been cleaner. I am not allowed to violate medical restrictions for competitive advantage. Accurate. Useful. Insufficient. Hana read the final sentence and touched the paper with one finger. Not the way she touched his injuries. More carefully. Daichi read it next. He looked at Ren for a long moment.
Then said "Good" Ren did not argue. That night, Shinso sent a photo of his own homework. It was badly lit and angled. Ren could still read it. Final sentence: I am not allowed to make people fear me just so I can punish them for being afraid. Ren stared. Then typed: Good sentence. Shinso replied: Disgusting experience. Ren: Yes. Shinso: Yours? Ren hesitated. Then sent the final line only. I am not allowed to make being seen more important than being alive. The reply took longer. Then: Also disgusting. Ren: Yes.
Shinso: Useful though. Ren looked at the word. Useful. Dangerous. Not always bad. He typed: Yes. The city moved toward the Sports Festival outside his window. U. A. was building stages, routes, security, stories. Hero Course students would train under pressure. General Studies students would calculate whether visibility could become a door. Shinso would refine the ethics of making someone answer. Izuku would try to make power repeatable instead of spectacular.
Ren would learn to stop, move, think, and be seen without turning his body into an argument. The Festival had not started. Already it was testing them. Ren closed the notebook before the timer rang. By choice. Small route. Possible road. Maybe even a green condition.

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