Chương 37: The Page That Didn't Turn

The dinner with Wei Ziyuan was in five hours.

Xie Lan spent three of them in the eastern practice hall working the second threading pattern until the qi-flow through his fractured meridian held clean for twenty breaths — except the nineteenth breath caught, his sixteen-year-old lungs refusing what two centuries of soul-memory said should be effortless, and he had to release and start the count over twice before the hold settled — then in the library reviewing Ancestor's Realm entry protocols from a scroll that was two decades out of date but still accurate on the formations.

The realm opened in three days. Outer disciples entered in assigned cohort groups, and the group assignments would post tomorrow morning. Xie Lan pulled a second scroll — realm topology, annotated by a disciple who'd entered four years ago — and compared the entry-gate positions with the cohort rotation schedule from last year. If the rotation held pattern, cohort group three would enter through the eastern gate. The southeastern ridge would be twenty minutes from there at Foundation pace.

He needed to be in group three. The southeastern ridge, Su Yan confirmed. Spirit-vein convergence at the third turning. Foundation-stage resources, mostly tapped out by the time the main group reaches it. If you're fast you can get there first. How do you know the geography? You entered the realm from Jianzhi Peak's gate.

I know it because the living version of me entered at nineteen and told Liu Xian about the convergence point over tea, and Liu Xian told three other inner disciples, and one of those disciples was consumed by you in year twelve. Fragment Sixty-One. A quiet man. Good memory for terrain. You're tracking my fragments' knowledge better than I am. Someone should. A pause. When Su Yan spoke again, his voice was thinner. Frayed at the edges, like a sound heard through water.

The chain from Sixty-One's terrain-memory to my own entry path runs through four separate fragment imprints. It is not — The voice flickered. Xie Lan felt the fragment's presence dim for half a breath, then resettle, the way a candle guttered and steadied in a draft. — not effortless to hold. Xie Lan's hand stilled on the scroll. Su Yan. I'm here. The voice was already smooth again. Already warm. Already Su Yan. Don't fuss. Xie Lan noted the gate positions on a scrap of paper, folded it into his sleeve.

But he held the worry in his chest, next to the fragments. Kept it where it wouldn't show. The cohort assignments were posted by Senior Brother Wu. Wu liked clean alphabetical splits but adjusted for odd numbers. Xie Lan ran the outer-disciple roster in his head. If alphabetical, his surname put him in group four. He'd need a reason to swap. An injury claim would work — the fractured meridian was real, and requesting a group with a slower pace was reasonable — but it would draw attention.

Better to arrange it so Wu made the assignment himself. The author's tale has been misappropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon. He'd speak to Wu before the assignments went up. Frame it as a question about recovery protocol. Let Wu reach the conclusion. Cheng Lin is watching you, Su Yan said. Xie Lan didn't look up from the scroll. His hands stayed relaxed on the paper. Where? Reading alcove. South wall. He's had the same scroll open for twenty minutes and hasn't turned the page.

Xie Lan rolled up his topology scroll, set it back in the rack, and pulled a third — a general primer on realm-beast classifications. He read it with visible concentration. After a few minutes he stood, stretched, shelved the scroll, and left the library through the main entrance. He didn't look at Cheng Lin. Cheng Lin didn't look at him. But the page still hadn't turned.

He was crossing the lower courtyard at the fifth bell, heading toward the dormitory to change into his cleanest robes for the dinner, when he saw Tang Yi standing at the bottom of the western steps. Tang Yi was in fresh robes, his hair rebound, his practice sword absent. His face was still. A Cangshi-robed elder stood three steps above him. Gray over-robe with the archive insignia embroidered at the sleeve. Young for an elder, maybe fifty, with a scholar's bearing and a pleasant smile. Xie Lan didn't recognize him.

"Just a brief conversation," the elder was saying. His voice carried the warm, measured cadence of Cangshi formal address.

"Elder Wei takes a personal interest in promising outer disciples. A courtesy, nothing more. We keep these interviews informal." Tang Yi's spine was very straight. His hands hung at his sides.

"Of course, Elder," Tang Yi said. Polite. Measured. The mountain accent, crisp and formal. Nothing of the lowland dialect. Tang Yi had learned smoothness since the assessment — somewhere between the blunt confrontation in the combat bracket and now, he'd taught himself to sound like this. To perform deference cleanly, without the rough edges. Xie Lan wasn't sure when that had happened. He wasn't sure he liked it. They walked up the western steps together. Xie Lan stood in the courtyard.

The fifth bell's echo faded over the rooftops. Third time, Su Yan said. What? That elder is Cangshi Peak's junior liaison for outer-disciple affairs. He visited Tang Yi once the week before the assessment written trials. Once the evening after the combat bracket. This is the third. Xie Lan's hand tightened on the strap of his sleeve, where the hairpin sat against his wrist. Tang Yi hasn't mentioned any of them. No. To anyone? Not to anyone I've been able to observe.

Three private courtesy interviews with a Cangshi liaison. Spaced across the assessment period. Increasing in frequency. Tang Yi had sat with his mother this morning and called her mother in the lowland dialect and carried her plum preserves that he would keep and never open, and this evening he was walking up the western steps beside a man whose faction had, in another lifetime, used boys exactly like him to destroy boys exactly like Su Yan. The courtyard was quiet. The plum tree's new leaves caught the late sun.

Tang Yi hadn't told him. But then, Tang Yi had no reason to tell him. They were rivals, not allies. Two outer disciples who had exchanged exactly one real look across a courtyard this morning, and before that their longest interaction had been Tang Yi's sword cracking against Xie Lan's forearm in the combat bracket. He doesn't know what they are, Xie Lan said. Su Yan was quiet for a long time. Neither did you, the fragment said. At sixteen. A note from T. J.

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