Chương 35: The Number He Kept

A Cangshi junior elder had approached her already. He'd noted it. Kept it. Now Senior Sister Qiao was recommending a special advancement test. Qiao was Lingmen faculty, competent and decent, but the test placement itself ran through the Disciplinary and Advancement Office at Cangshi Peak. The application forms. The assessment panel assignment. The recommendation letters that got stamped and countersigned and stored in green-tagged chests in the Cangshi archives. Paper trails. Liu Heshi's specialty.

In the original timeline, the sequence had been: talent identified, sponsorship offered, advancement accelerated, political dependency established. Then the dependency became leverage. The leverage became a charge. The charge became a dark room.

"Lan-ge?"

"Sorry. I'm thinking."

"About what?" About the last time. About the green-tagged chest that would hold her advancement paperwork alongside the witnessing forms and the severance assessments and the anonymous accusations that could be manufactured in an afternoon by anyone with Cangshi authority. About Senior Sister Qiao, who was probably genuine, and about the hands above Qiao that might not be.

"About whether Senior Sister Qiao mentioned who would sit on the assessment panel," he said. Xie Yu blinked.

"Why would that matter?"

"Curiosity."

"She didn't say. It's usually three instructors and a Cangshi observer, I think. For formal advancement tests." She tilted her head.

"Why?"

"No reason. I like knowing things."

"You like knowing things the way Old Bao likes knowing where the kitchen stores the sesame oil. Specifically and for purposes you don't explain." He almost laughed again. Almost.

"Have you talked to anyone else about this? Old Bao? Cheng Lin?"

"No. You're the first." She picked at the edge of the cloth bundle.

"I wanted to tell you first." Something cracked in his chest that had nothing to do with meridians. She'd carried this news all day, through her afternoon drills, through whatever small social negotiations filled a fourteen-year-old's hours at Lingmen Peak, through the theft of two pork buns and the brewing of a ginger infusion, and she'd saved it for him. Because he was her brother. Because that's what brothers were for. He would not fail her again.

"Yu-er."

"Mm?"

"You're wonderful. I mean it. Third stage in eight weeks. Top three in written assessments. Medical aptitude that your instructor calls unusual. You're doing something real." He turned to face her fully.

"I want you to take the test." Her face lit up.

"Really?"

"Really. But I want you to do something for me first."

"What?"

"When Senior Sister Qiao gives you the application forms, bring them to me before you submit them. Don't change anything. I just want to read them." She frowned.

"Why?"

"Because I'm your older brother, and I like reading forms."

"Nobody likes reading forms."

"I do. It's a personal failing." The frown deepened, but she didn't push. She knew him well enough to know when a request was actually a request and when it was something else wearing a request's clothes. She also knew him well enough to let it go, for now, because the sun was warm and the bun was good and her brother had called her wonderful and meant it. Stolen from Royal Road, this story should be reported if encountered on Amazon.

"Fine," she said.

"But you're going to owe me another bun."

"I'll owe you two."

"Three. I also want you to stop skipping the morning congee."

"Two buns and I'll consider the congee." She held out her hand. He took it. They shook, formal and absurd, the way they'd sealed agreements since she was six years old and he was eight and the stakes had been who got the last slice of winter melon at dinner. Her hand was warm. Small. Callused at the base of the fingers where she gripped her practice staff. The same gesture. The same girl. She didn't know she was repeating something from a life she'd never lived. She'd been working hard. She'd been advancing fast.

She'd been drawing attention from people who turned talent into leverage, and she didn't know it yet. She hopped off the wall.

"I have to get back before the evening roll. Instructor Deng counts heads at the seventh bell and she remembers."

"Go." She gathered the cloth bundle, corked the ceramic pot, tucked both into her sleeves with the practiced efficiency of someone who'd been smuggling contraband since age twelve. Then she paused.

"Lan-ge."

"Mm?"

"You'd tell me, right? If something was wrong?" The question landed in the space between them, plain and direct. She'd counted the jaw-clenching and the voice-thing and how he looked at her now versus three weeks ago, and the sum didn't balance.

"Nothing's wrong," he said. The lie sat in his mouth like river stone. Smooth, heavy, occupying more space than it should. She held his gaze for two breaths. Three. Her eyes didn't quite narrow — more a stillness behind them, a girl running her own calculations about what her brother wasn't saying. Then she nodded, not quite believing it, not yet ready to push.

"Eat the second bun," she said.

"It's getting cold." She walked back toward the dormitory path. Green ribbon catching the late light. Staff calluses on her hands. Third stage of Qi Refining in eight weeks, which was remarkable, which was remarkable enough to get fed into the Cangshi advancement web and come out the other side as leverage. He watched her go.

He watched until the path curved and she disappeared behind the East Hall's corner, and then he watched the empty path for a while longer, because the mountain air was warm and the sparrow was still on the practice post and his sister was alive and talented and in danger, and only one of those things was new. In his chest, the fragment stirred.

"Brother." I know.

"The test. It will go through Cangshi for panel assignment." I know. The fragment was quiet for a moment. Then:"She reminds me of Xueqing. The way she watched your face." Xie Lan picked up the second bun. Still warm. Pork and scallion. His sister's hands had carried it across the peak for him. He bit into it, chewed, swallowed. The taste was exactly what he remembered from two hundred years ago: good, simple, real. She's faster than she was in the first timeline.

"Yes." She hit third stage two months earlier. The talent's the same. The pacing is different. Something changed.

"You changed, brother. You're here. She has someone to bring buns to." He sat on the wall and ate the bun and let that settle. Below him the courtyard stood empty in the last of the light. The plum tree's bare branches threw long shadows across the flagstones. Somewhere in the refectory, Old Bao was eating his third bowl of something.

Somewhere on Cangshi Peak, a green-tagged chest sat in an archive room, and in six weeks a special advancement test would generate paperwork that would pass through hands that had crushed better people than his sister. A Cangshi observer on the panel. Standard procedure for formal advancement tests. He finished the bun. Licked his fingers. Folded the cloth bundle his sister had left behind.

The ceramic pot still held a mouthful of ginger infusion at the bottom; he drank it, tasting the tangerine peel she'd measured too heavy, the warmth she'd brewed for a stomach she'd diagnosed from twenty paces. The sixth bell rang from Tianqu Peak. The sparrow flew off the practice post. He apologized to it silently, automatically, for nothing at all. Six weeks until the test.

He had six weeks to find out who would sit on that panel, who had suggested the test window to Qiao, and whether the sponsorship offer from the Cangshi junior elder and the advancement test recommendation were two threads of the same rope. And somewhere in those six weeks, he had the Ancestor's Realm in four days, a dead man's hearing in two months, and a dinner with Wei Ziyuan tomorrow at the seventh bell. Xie Lan stood up from the wall. The sun dropped behind Lingxiao's western ridge.

The shadows swallowed the courtyard, the practice posts, the plum tree, the path his sister had walked. In the sudden cool, the mountain smelled of pine resin and stone and the last heat leaving the ground. He walked to the dormitory carrying an empty ceramic pot, a folded cloth, and a number. Eight weeks. She'd hit third stage in eight weeks. In the original timeline, it had taken her fourteen. A note from T. J.

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