Chương 14: Deed-14: Hurt

{1999 A. Y. Human Realm} [Night 10: 30 p. m. Inside Ram's room] [Ram in anger shouts] Ram: You proved me that you really are a yokai!!! [Angel was surprised on seeing Ram with such anger] Angel: What happened to you, suddenly? Why are you talking like this? [Ram with a sorrowing tone] Ram: I thought of you as my wife! I wanted to start a family with you but you, yokai! Want to kill my family! [Angel with sad and teary eyes] Angel: You are hurting me, Ram! [Ram with a disgust expression] Ram: Oh! Please stop acting!

I was damn ready to take all your responsibilities! But it was all lust for you, isn't it? [Angel approaches Ram and tries to hug Ram in the hope that he would stop hurting her with his words] Angel: Why are you talking like this, Ram? [Ram backs off not letting her touch him and with a harsh tone] Ram: A family without kids? It's like a corpse getting decorated! There's no use of it!

[Angel started crying as Ram backed-off and started seeing her as some cursed entity] [Ram didn't console Angel as he used to, instead he continued hurting her more with his harsh words] Ram: You even dared to say that you would kill my children! I thought you were an Angel but you are a yokai to the core after all!

[Angel continues crying and gets confused, shock and fearful, yet she tries to talk with Ram] Angel: I said that, so that we can spend more time with each other and always be happy without any disturbances... [Ram shouts with anger] Ram: Are children a disturbance to you? How did you think that I would be happy with a child murderer? Ram: Children are the proof of our love! You didn't even hesitate while saying those words! Why did I ever fall for you, Damn Yokai!!!

[Angel started crying out loudly on seeing Ram's expressions and hatred towards her, Angel thought that her heart would stop beating out of fear and sadness] Angel: I thought that I was enough for you! I thought that you would cry whenever I cry! But I didn't even think that it would be you who would make me cry every time! [Ram carelessly] Ram: Your words have killed me a long time ago! Killing my children, and why would I ever accept that!?!

[Angel with anger questions] Angel: What if I would have never got pregnant? Would you have hated me? Ram: I would have made you pregnant no matter what! Angel: Not all women can become mothers! Ram: All women can become mothers and must try to become the best mothers... Angel: Don't talk childishly! Women and men are cursed sometimes and never get the ability to give birth... Ram: Every curse is curable! If those cursed couples do Putrakameshti Yagam! They would become parents... Angel: Oh, Please stop that!

Then why don't all the couples who perform Putrakameshti Yagam end up becoming parents? Ram: Because their curse or sins are of greater level! They can't be cured by doing Putrakameshti Yagam once! If they do it twice, they will definitely become parents... Angel: What if I was unfertile and unable to give birth, would you hate me? Ram: I would have performed Putrakameshti Yagam and prayed for children! I would have begged KUMARA Swamy! To make me father of Angel's children!

I would have done everything to become parent! [Ram with a sarcastic smirk and rudeness] Ram: When the woman wants to become a child killing monster, what can I do? [Angel with despair] Angel: I thought I was enough for you! [Ram with a dominating tone] Ram: No! You aren't enough! I want kids, our kids! I won't waste my entire life just by having sex with you every day! Ram: That won't make me happy! I want kids!!! Ram: I didn't lust after you! I Loved You!!! But you didn't love me the way I loved you!

[Angel in anger and frustration shouts] Angel: Even I love you! My Love isn't lust! It was you who was always kissing me! It was you who was lusting over me! So, I thought that you only wanted me and my body! I never thought that you were so eager to become a father! It's your fault, it was you who behaved like that! If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, it's taken without the author's consent. Report it. Angel: I only wanted to give you what you wanted! It was you who was always trying to touch me!

That's why I said that you can have my body without any tensions! I never intended to hurt you! I have always loved you and continue loving you! It's you who always make me cry... [Ram with an upset face] Ram: Just leave me alone! I don't want to talk with you... [Ram leaves the room, heads towards the main door, and puts on his shoes as he was going to leave] [Angel with anger] Angel: Where are you going? [Ram with a careless tone] Ram: It's time for my night shift... Angel: I am not done talking with you!

Ram: We will talk about it later... Angel: I don't want to wait to continue the fight! Let's end this fight... Ram: Hmm, give me some time to settle... Angel: Don't leave! If you leave now... [Angel warns] Angel: I will go to Yokai Realm and I won't come back... Ram: Do as you wish! I don't want to talk anything, right now! It's time for my night shift...

[Angel gets hurt by those words as Ram didn't ask her to stay inside the home, she thought that Ram would stop her but Ram didn't, which made Angel angry and she left to the Yokai Realm through the portal] [Ram leaves house out of regret as his Angel was unable to understand him fully, they both love each other to the core, yet they needed some time to restart as they were unable to understand each other's intentions accurately, Ram left home as he didn't want to hurt Angel anymore with his rude words, Ram left as he wanted time to figure out how should he make his Angel understand what he truly wants, how to make his Angel the happiest, with such thoughts Ram left. [Ram hadn't left home out of hatred, in fact Ram's love towards Angel didn't decrease even by a millimeter, all that he wanted was to make Angel understand what a happy family and a happy life truly mean. Ram still intends to stay with Angel and have children with her. He left only because he knows that he would hurt Angel by his words if he stayed there any longer. That's the only reason he left! As he didn't want to hurt his wife anymore!] [Next Day Morning 3 a. m.] [At Workplace] [Ram while returning home from his workplace] [Ram had calmed down by then, as he understood that it was his mistake that made Angel to get to such conclusion, Ram was eager to leave and apologize to Angel] [Vapusa curiously comes in front of Ram cheerfully] Vapusa: Are you done with your work? Ram: Yes... Vapusa: I want to talk to you about something important... Ram: Hmm, Speak! I am all ears... Vapusa: Close your eyes and turn around... Ram: But why, NARAYANA? Vapusa: Do it, Ram!!! [Ram does so and Vapusa immediately plucks Ram's hair from behind] Ram: Ouch! Ram: That hurts, NARAYANA!!! [Vapusa was blushing and didn't have the courage to tell Ram what she wanted to say] Vapusa: Hmm, I want to talk about something more important! I will come to your place today around 10 a. m., is that fine? [Ram was hesitant to say yes as he didn't know how Angel would react on seeing another woman in their home just after the quarrel] Ram: Hmm, I guess so! But if I say you to leave, you have to leave immediately without asking any questions... [Vapusa gives a smirk] Vapusa: That's fine by me... Ram: K! See you at my place... Vapusa: Yep! Bye... {Meanwhile in Yokai Realm (Year 1999 A. Y.)} [Prison guards saw Angel coming up from the portal which was in the underground prison] [As soon as Prison Guards saw Angel, they rushed to the Naimisha Kingdom's Prince and informed that Princess has returned] [As soon as he got that information, Prince rushed towards the portal] [Naimisha Kingdom Prince (Ojas) saw Angel and cried out loud out of love, concern and relief by looking at his sister] Ojas: Big Sis! Where were you? We were all so tensed and were searching for you for the past month!!! Ojas: Where were you? [Angel didn't listen or care about Ojas and continued walking towards her room while murmuring angrily about Ram] Angel: What does that Ram think of himself? Always hurting me! Making me cry!!! [Ojas curiously asks Angel with confusion while following Angel to her room] Ojas: About whom are you talking, big sis? [Angel wasn't even aware of Ojas' presence, Angel was completely preoccupied by thinking about Ram, she didn't ignore Ojas. It was just that Angel was busy thinking about Ram] [Angel goes and slams her room's door and locks from inside, she didn't even know, realize, or sense that Ojas and others were following her] [Ojas was in complete shock as his lovely and caring sister didn't even look at him] [Ojas' inner voice: What happened to her?] (Ojas) [Ojas with a commanding tone] Ojas: Daitengu! Daitengu: Yes, My Lord! Ojas: Where was the princess till now? Daitengu: According to our guard's report, Princess was in human realm till now, My Lord! [Ojas in complete shock] Ojas: What? Did she really go to human realm? Daitengu: Most Probably, My Lord! As that prison portal only connects to Human Realm! [Ojas doubtfully asks] Ojas: Princess was crying while entering her room, isn't it? Daitengu: I suppose, my Lord! Ojas: I know that for sure! She only slams that door when she doesn't want anyone to look at her face! She must be crying! Daitengu: It might be something like that, My Lord! Ojas: She was talking about a human named "Ram", isn't it? Daitengu: Yes, my Lord! [Ojas in complete anger commands] Ojas: Daitengu!!! I order you to go to Human realm and take that exorcist's astral powers and his memory of the Princess! [Daitengu got a bit of hesitation as it's a taboo to go to Human realm, Daitengu wasn't afraid of exorcist, he was hesitating as he has to break the yokai realm laws] [Ojas in anger and pride] Ojas: Daitengu! I haven't heard your reply yet! If you are afraid of going and doing so! Then I will kill you first by torturing and later I will go to human realm by myself and kill that human exorcist! [Daitengu with loyalty and obedience replies] Daitengu: I will go and do as you order me to, My Lord! [Ojas with pride] Ojas: I am still able to see you? [Daitengu leaves immediately and goes to the portal] [Ojas didn't order to kill, as that would lead to a war between exorcists and his kingdom. Moreover, other kingdom's king will attack him for ordering his yokai to go to Human Realm] [Hence, Ojas didn't order him to kill, instead he ordered to take his astral powers which are fundamental powers of an exorcist and also to take out Ram's memory of Princess as his sister would have no reason to be embarrassed of, as no one would ever get to know why the Princess was crying] [Angel after locking the door fell asleep as she did cry many a times on that same exact day! So, she fell asleep immediately. She didn't hear this conversation or orders outside her room] [Meanwhile, Daitengu enters into Human Realm] ---- Meet you in the next deed, Guys