Chương 10: Deed-10: Bhagwan

{1999 A. Y. Human Realm} [Monday Morning 9: 30. A. M. Inside Ram's Room] [Angel while thinking about her father] Angel: Father, it's not fair! Leaving all of us all alone... [Angel started feeling despair and hopelessness out of loneliness] Female Yokai: Father, why did you do this to us all?

[Female Yokai started crying out of depression] [Female Yokai kept on weeping, as her father was the most loving person, she ever knew, now he left her alone all by herself] [Who wouldn't cry after hearing the news of her father's death?] [Female Yokai was in complete despair] Female Yokai: It would be better, if I die too! Female Yokai: When I was born, my mother died! I am a bad omen! I always bring harm to the people whom I love the most! I can't lose Ram too! Female Yokai: It's better if I die too!

This way Ram would be safe and happy! Why would anyone truly fall in love with a yokai? [Female Yokai searched for her dagger] [Female Yokai found it and held it to cut her wrists] [Angel suddenly stopped trying to cut her wrist and burst into tears in regret] Angel: Hmm... If I die, he would cry for me! I always want him to be happy! If I die, he won't be ever happy again! How can I even get peace in heaven? If Ram isn't happy and I am the reason for his sadness, how can I ever find peace even in heaven?

[Angel throws away the dagger with disgust] [Angel with pride and confidence shouts out loud] Angel: I am Ram's wife! Not some princess! He trusted me and left! I can't break his trust! How can I ever cheat such a kind soul by breaking his trust? Angel: If I die here, I will be making his life a nightmare! It's fine if I can't be as happy as I used to be! But at least he should be happy, right? Seeing him happy is more than enough reason for me to continue living...

[Angel blushes while thinking about Ram's smiling face] Angel: I belong to him! I can't die! He is my light! How can I leave him? I shouldn't be selfish! Angel: I am Angel! I must stop thinking about all this! Angel: I belong to Ram!!! [A radiant brilliance appeared before Angel, suddenly surprising her yet filling her with a sense of bliss] [It was a cloud-like radiant orb which was making the environment comfortable yet she was unable to look at it, as that orb had such a radiant brilliance] Angel: What is this?

Who are you? [NARAYANA in the form of an orb replies] NARAYANA: I am the Ultimate Supreme Reality! Angel: Are you the one my husband talks about? NARAYANA: Yes, I am Ram's father too! [Angel bows down with joined hands] Angel: Bhagwan, please save me from my misery!!! NARAYANA: From this day forward, you will not feel depressed over your father's loss. Is that fine? [Angel with bliss] Angel: Thank You Bhagwan! Please show me your true form Bhagwan SRIMAN NARAYANA!!!

NARAYANA: Well, for that you have to do tapas or be my bhakth or be a pativrata! Only they can see my true form! [Angel with confidence] Angel: I will become a pativrata, Bhagwan! [NARAYANA smiles] [Angel with full devotion and reverence] Angel: I can't do anything without your blessings! Please bless me Bhagwan SRIMAN NARAYANA!!! NARAYANA: Well, you have my blessings! That's why I am here... Angel: Dhanyosmi Prabhu!!! NARAYANA: Take care of Ram, he was your husband from many past lives!

In every lifetime you were a pativrata to Ram!!! NARAYANA: Will you again fall for him and become a pativrata like you used to be? [Angel with determination and confidence] Angel: Yes, Prabhu SRIMAN NARAYANA!!! I will become a pativrata again and again as long as he is my husband!!! Angel: Now it makes sense, Prabhu! Why I felt that way when I first saw him! [NARAYANA smiles] NARAYANA: Prove the world again that you are pativrata and you might have a chance to see my true form! Angel: Dhanyosmi Prabhu!!!

NARAYANA: Well, aren't you missing your husband? [Angel while blushing yet with full reverence] Angel: Yes, Prabhu! The genuine version of this novel can be found on another site. Support the author by reading it there. NARAYANA: Follow me, I will take you to him! Angel: Dhanyosmi Prabhu!!! [Radiating Orb turns into a small dark cloud] NARAYANA: Follow me!

[Angel followed Bhagwan SRIMAN NARAYANA and went outside their home, following Bhagwan SRIMAN NARAYANA, who was in the form of a small dark cloud] [After following Bhagwan SRIMAN NARAYANA for a while suddenly Angel sees] [In the middle of a lane] [Ram was holding Vapusa's wrists with his hands and Ram was in a position like kissing Vapusa's neck, in the middle of the street] [Ram suddenly feels NARAYANA's presence and turns back immediately] [The small dark cloud disappears into thin air] [Ram saw Angel instead] [Ram instantly backs off from Vapusa and with an annoyed tone] Ram: You really messed-up my life, Vapusa!

Just leave immediately! Vapusa: But,..

[Ram gives her an angry stare] [Vapusa got frightened as she never saw Ram in such anger ever before and she left immediately from there] [Ram rushes to Angel] [Ram wanted to hug Angel, wanted to hold her hands, but he didn't do so. Out of some unknown guilt in him. He didn't want to touch her with the hands with which he touched another woman.] [Ram with a romantic, lovely and soothing voice while leaning nearer to Angel's neck] Ram: What a fool I am!

I have left you all alone in the home and there's nothing to eat in our home! You must be hungry. Ram: You haven't eaten anything after coming to the human realm! Let's go home and eat... [Angel smiles and blushes] Angel: As you say, dear! [Ram and Angel went home after buying vegetables from a nearby shop] [Ram and Angel enter their home] [Inside Ram's home] [Ram freshens up and starts cooking] [Angel hesitantly] Angel: Do you know how to cook, dear? [Ram with pride] Ram: Yes, I know how to cook...

[Angel with a dull, upset and cute little baby face] Angel: I don't know how to cook... [Ram in a cheerful tone] Ram: Well, you are my Angel! There's no need for you to learn cooking! I will cook for us!!! [Angel sulks] Angel: Teach me how to cook... Ram: But why, dear? Angel: I want to make delicious food for my hubby!!! Ram: Just relax!

There's no need for that... [Angel while sulking] Angel: I want to cook too... Ram: I will teach you later, for the time being just relax and enjoy the meals! Angel: I am not hungry... Ram: You are! Angel: Nope, I am not hungry! Ram: Hmm, Ok! It means you don't want me to feed you food by my hands? [Angel blushes and without any hesitation] Angel: Aah... yes, I am feeling hungry! Please make it fast! [Ram smiles] Ram: As you say, my Angel!

[Angel was observing Ram while he was cooking] [Ram with hesitation asks] Ram: Hey? Angel: Yes, dear? Ram: Why were you out of the house? I told you to stay inside and how did you know that I was there? Angel: Well, Bhagwan SRIMAN NARAYANA told me to follow him and I did so, I am sorry for coming out without your permission! Ram: Ooh, you were accompanied by NARAYANA! That makes sense... Angel: You trust me? That I spoke with Bhagwan SRIMAN NARAYANA? Ram: Well, of course!

I know that you wouldn't have come out or gone to Yokai realm even if there was an earthquake! Ram: If you came out, it means something important must have happened! Angel: Thank you, hubby! For trusting me... Ram: Hmm... [Awkward silence in the room for a few minutes] [Ram again hesitantly asks] Ram: Hey, do you want to ask me something? [Angel with a smile] Angel: Well, when will the cooking be over and when will you start feeding it to me? [Ram smiles] Ram: It will take 10 minutes more, dear... Angel: Ok!

Ram: Is there anything else you want to ask? Angel: Is it okay to cook with a cut on your palm? Do you need any help? [Ram smiles by looking at Angel] [Ram's Inner voice: Seriously, NARAYANA! She isn't going to ask about Vapusa? What a great wife you gave me!?! Thank You, NARAYANA!!! Ram's Inner voice: By the way, why did you bring her there? You really are mischievous, NARAYANA! Ram's Inner voice: No, NARAYANA! Just imagine, a newly married couple and the wife finds out her husband, her only hope in the world, is touching another female! How would she feel and moreover, she has just lost her father! She is our responsibility! We should make her happy not hopeless! Ram's Inner voice: If I was in her shoes! I would have died on the spot! I would have become hopeless and fallen into despair! Ram's Inner voice: What if she leaves me? Please, don't do like that, NARAYANA! Ram's Inner voice: Hmm... Anyways Thank You, NARAYANA!!! For giving her as my wife! Ram's Inner voice: LOVE YOU NARAYANA!!!] [Ram with a bit of hesitation] Ram: Hey, Angel! Angel: Yes, dear... Ram: Don't you want to know who that girl was? Angel: Do you want me to know about her? [Ram with a sad face] Ram: I am sorry, dear... [Angel is surprised] Angel: Why are you apologizing? Ram: I didn't do anything wrong! After the presentation, while returning home, she was giving me money for ordering food and I said it's fine! I don't need money...

Ram: Yet she insisted on taking out her purse and giving me money. So, I held her wrist... [Angel in a very casual tone] Angel: Ok... Ram: What, ok? Angel: Why are you explaining all this to me, dear? Angel: I said I trust you! Then why are you giving me an explanation? Ram: Aren't you hurt, mad or upset? I touched another woman! Angel: I know that you love me the most!!! Angel: Then why would I get jealous of some mere human? [Ram's Inner voice: Thank You, NARAYANA!!!] Ram: I Love You!!!

[Angel Blushes] Angel: I Love You too, dear... Ram: While I was holding her hand... [Angel annoyingly] Angel: Why are you still explaining it to me? Ram: I am feeling guilty! So, let me clear it out... [Angel with a cheerful tone] Angel: There's no need for you to feel that you did something wrong! I trust you, dear! Ram: Still! Please, listen to my words... Angel: If you say so, my dear...

Ram: While I was holding her hand to stop her from taking money out of her purse, she said that she was getting bitten by an insect on her neck. So, I leaned to blow on her neck. That's it! There was nothing romantic going on between Vapusa and me! Angel: I trust you, dear! [Ram with wet eyes] [Ram's Inner voice: Thanks a lot NARAYANA for giving her back to me! LOVE YOU NARAYANA!!!] Ram: Thank You, Angel, for trusting me!!! Angel: I will trust you no matter what!!! Ram: I Love You... Angel: I Love You too, dear...

[After few minutes, the food was prepared] [Ram romantically started feeding food to Angel] [Ram so carefully fed her by blowing gently on the food so that the food doesn't burn her tongue, he was gently feeding his Angel with his hands while making her sit on his left lap and letting her lean on his chest] [After a while Angel fell asleep on Ram's chest with Ram's heartbeat acting as a lullaby for her] ----Meet you in the next deed, Guys