Chương 21: Farewells and Filigree

"When I was a girl, my governess told me that a woman's life, like that of a river, was defined by the banks placed around it. I think she meant it as a comfort, but I have been thinking about it differently of late. What is a river that has no outlet if not a flood?" - From the diary of Lady Victoria Thorne, two years before her death ISABELLA The Grand Hall of the Royal Academy glowed with the residual mana of a thousand graduates casting their celebratory cantrips.

Crystal columns floated in orbit above the dais, refracting the sunlight into a kaleidoscope of colors that waltzed across the black graduation robes of the kingdom's future rulers. I stood near the periphery, adjusting the silver sash that marked me as a High Honors graduate. Around me, the young scions of the great houses wept and embraced, promising eternal friendship in a world that would soon demand they become rivals.

I felt a ponderous detachment from it all, the display that I once had dreamt about as a girl struck me now as a carnival of the absurd. For four years I had walked these halls, a cog in their unfeeling machine, observing the gears of power while they were busy pretending to be above it all. Name: Isabella Maria Thorne Level: 34 Class: [Shadow Dancer] Attributes: Strength: 16 Dexterity: 55 Constitution: 18 Intelligence: 34 Wisdom: 24 Charisma: 62 Level 34.

It was a number that commanded respect, placing me firmly in the upper echelon of the graduating class. The hard work had paid off, finally unlocking the hybrid class I'd tirelessly pursued. [Shadow Dancer]. A rare hybrid of the [Courtier] and [Rogue] trees. It allowed me to wield influence like a dagger and a dagger like a headman's axe. I watched the crowd; everywhere were quiet reflections and fears hidden behind ostentatious displays of outward jubilation.

"Leaving so soon, Isabella? The reception hasn't even begun." Vivian Baudecamp stood alone for once. She was attending the graduation ceremony ostensibly to support her younger brother George, but of course an Academy graduation and its many reception balls were a social affair that brought everyone of any worth to be seen. After the dinner party she'd moved on to the Ascendant Court, our paths rarely crossing again. If she'd matured in the intervening years, I saw no sign of it in her swaggering aura.

She wore a gown of crushed emerald that cost more than a warship, her throat sparkling with diamonds. Through the lens of [Social Insight], she was a turbulent storm of jealousy and fear, barely contained by her high-level [Etiquette] skills.

"Maybe the Baudecamps consider Academy graduation an achievement worthy of celebration, Vivian," I said, trying to seem pleasant, "but for a Thorne it is simply an expectation. I have packing to do. The road to Eastwatch is long, and the weather turns quickly outside the city." She wisely declined to take the bait.

"Back to the cliffs and the salt spray. It must be difficult, leaving the center of the world to return to the edge of it. We shall miss your... unique intensity." It would have been a simple thing to crush her now - the ledger I stole from Vargo had been a goldmine; it only took one cross-reference and a bit of rumor excavation to find her father's substantial gambling debts. Information was power in a world where scandal toppled empires, but wasting the effort on her would be an insult to the woman I had become.

"Have a lovely evening," I said instead, pulling back with a warm smile.

"The cliffs await." I walked past her and left the Grand Hall without looking back, the applause and the music fading as I entered the relative silence of the gardens. I walked the gravel paths flanked by forever-blooming flowers, my mind already turning south. To my father. To Victor. To the mess I knew awaited my return. Rumors out of Eastwatch were dire, the Duke's influence growing year-over-year; his campaigns into the dwarven territories that bordered our land had been increasing in both volume and ambition.

A direct confrontation with the Undermountain was looming, the High Council in Kaz-Varr issuing increasingly harsh rebukes.

"You look like a woman with a lot on her mind," said a voice from the shade of a weeping willow. I slipped from my pondering, glancing behind to see Prince Aedan sitting on a stone bench dressed in a simple riding tunic and tossing pebbles into a fish pond. He looked older, tired. The stubble on his jaw was thicker and the lines around his eyes spoke of sleepless nights.

"Your Highness," I said, offering a curtsy that was more habit than requirement.

"I didn't know you were still in the capital. I was very sorry to hear that the Ashen Marches had claimed you."

"I leave at dawn." He tossed another pebble into the pond, it skipped twice before sinking.

"My father calls it a command post, but if we're honest it's more of an exile with a view." I sat down on the bench beside him, looking out at the garden.

"You are the people's favorite, Aedan. That makes you dangerous." A sad smile played on his lips.

"And you? You are leaving too. Back to the Dragon's mouth."

"Back to my duty," I said. He stood, brushing the dust from his trousers. He looked at me with a quiet intensity I had always appreciated in him, an intelligence that sought to understand things rather than categorize them. Over the years, we had met here often, two prisoners of expectation finding solace in shared cynicism. He was the only person in Everton who knew the real Isabella, or at least, the version of her that wasn't wholly artifice. Even Aedan did not know about my other life.

"I have a gift for you," he said, reaching into his tunic. He pulled out a heavy signet ring, gold pressed with the royal stag on a field of tulips.

"This isn't the Crown's seal, it's mine. My personal signet." The story has been illicitly taken; should you find it on Amazon, report the infringement.

"Aedan..."

"Take it," he insisted, pressing it into my hand. His fingers were warm, human touch outside the violence of a sparring ring was such a foreign thing to me now.

"The East is unstable. Your father... he plays a dangerous game. If you ever need the Crown's ear, or if you need to bypass the bureaucracy of the border forts, send this. My commanders know the seal, they will ensure it reaches me." It was a powerful gift.

"Why?"

"Because we are the same, you and I." His mind was elsewhere, though what burdens he carried I could only guess at.

"We are both fighting wars we didn't start and would rather not finish." He stepped back, his expression formalizing.

"Be safe, Isabella. Don't let the darkness take you, I know well how it beckons."

"And you, Aedan." I closed my fist around the ring. He nodded, turning to walk back toward the palace, a lonely figure against the white stone. I watched him go, a pang of regret in my chest, it was likely I'd never see him again. +++ Renard's hovel had transformed over the last three years from a tomb of bottles into the approximation of a functioning training floor.

It was still damp, still smelled like mildew, but the weapons on the rack were oiled, the practice dummies full of straw, and the table featured fighting manuals instead of dust-covered debris. Renard sat sharpening a blade with a whetstone while Kalia stood by the small hearth, staring into the flames. She looked different, the tension that had defined her was gone. For the first time, she considered a life beyond her debt, a life without constant training and fighting to survive.

"Was starting to think you'd left without a parting word." Renard didn't look up from his work, the scrape on steel grating in the confined space.

"Graduation." I dropped onto a chair, putting my feet up.

"I aged ten years listening to the dean drone on about civic duty while he sipped champagne from a crystal goblet paid for with taxes on the Sump." Kalia turned from the fire.

"I walked past the Lily today." She had a softness to her aura that was very different than the dark pressure she showed the world, a vulnerability she only allowed in this room.

"It's boarded up. Vargo's lieutenants are eating each other alive fighting over the scraps." I could see her watching me, searching for a reaction. A description of a mysterious masked woman with red-hair and body proportions suspiciously similar to mine had made the rounds following the discovery of his body. In the months since, no new leads had turned up. I met Kalia's eyes evenly. I wouldn't claim the kill, it wasn't a debt I wanted her to owe me, but I wouldn't insult her by denying it either.

"Power hates a vacuum," I said, leaving the unasked question unanswered.

"Someone new will fill it eventually. But for now, the air is just a bit less putrid."

"For now," Renard agreed, finally looking up from his blade.

"But you didn't come here to discuss local politics."

"My father has summoned me back to Eastwatch." Renard put down the whetstone.

"No position for you in court, eh? I suppose your family's recent activities aren't helping your standing." Nobody in Everton would risk matching their son with a Thorne, not while the Duke of Eastwatch was actively engaged in skirmishes with the dwarves.

"My father expands his holdings into neighboring villages and towns, pushing deeper into the foothills of the Dragon Tooth as far west as Carriston." Defending that much territory was expensive and I knew that my father was taxing without regard for sustainability. It was unlike him, reckless.

"And you intend to return?" Kalia had little enough experience with the nobility and even less concern, it was a world she was happy to leave well enough alone.

"The people of Eastwatch are suffering. There's opportunity for change, but it has to be managed carefully." I wasn't actually sure that was true, but I couldn't just do nothing. Renard scoffed, pouring himself a measure of brandy.

"You want to play bandit in Alastair Thorne's backyard? That wolfhound of his is as deadly as anyone between here and the Black Coil Sea. You'll be dead in a week." Hearing my brother described in such dehumanizing terms still rankled. I hadn't seen Victor in years but he still sent regular letters - more than I could say for my father.

"Perhaps, but I have to try. I'm the only one who can." I set my feet back on the floor.

"I did survive you, and I survived the Academy. I know how he thinks, the strategies he'll employ." Kalia's aura was unusually restless.

"You're crazy," she said softly.

"You have a castle, a fortune, a life of ease and freedom. And you want to throw it away to fight in the mud." The privilege of my position was not lost on me, but it had never felt like freedom. I was at least self-aware enough not to try and explain that to Kalia, whose life was comprised of trials I couldn't begin to imagine.

"We all have our wars to fight, Kalia. This is mine." My resolve had hardened long ago, but now that I faced the reality of it, it was difficult not to feel the immensity of the undertaking, the fear of failure, the long odds of success.

"Whatever I'm throwing away was not worth having, not when it comes at the expense of so many others who deserve better."

"I don't care about the politics of Eastwatch, Isabella," Kalia said, shifting her weight.

"And I harbor no illusions that change is possible in world ruled by S-rank monsters that could squash us both with a thought. But you'll have my support as long as you want it."

"Thank you." It was a moving show of confidence, even if it was couched in the expectation of failure.

"I'm honored to have you." It was too little for what I knew was a monumental sacrifice, but Kalia was not one for sugar-sweet compliments. I turned to Renard but he was already on his feet.

"I'm not going." There would be no argument. He took a drink, staring into the amber liquid.

"My war is over. I taught you how to kill, that was the deal. I'm too old to start a revolution, and I'm too tired to run when it fails." I felt a pang of disappointment, we'd become close in our years together - at least as close as it was possible for someone like Renard to be with anyone - but I had expected it. Renard was a creature of the Sump now, his roots went deep into the grime.

"I understand." He walked to a heavy chest in the corner of the room and began rummaging through it, pulling out a small, satin-wrapped bundle which he placed on the table.

"I'm not going with you," he grunted, "but if you're going to fight in the muck you can't look like a princess. You need a face that inspires fear." I unwrapped the satin. It was a mask, porcelain like the one I'd worn to the Gilded Lily, smooth and white but covering only the upper half of the face. This mask was no masquerade prop, the surface absorbed the light, colors shifting subtly as if alive. The eyes were slanted in a predatory scowl and outlined in black.

"The Visage of the Silenced." Renard's voice startled me, lost as I was in the mesmerizing patterns of the face.

"It was the mask of the King's Justice, three reigns ago. It magnifies your Dark Arts, amplifies the fear in those who look at it. You have the attributes to use it now, and I hope the good sense to know when not to." I ran my fingers over the porcelain. It thrummed with a malevolent energy, but there was a current of something else too... judgment?

SYSTEM MESSAGE: ITEM ACQUIRED: The Visage of the Silenced RARITY: Epic (Legacy Item) TYPE: Headgear (Mask) REQUIREMENTS: Level 30+, [Shadow Arts] Proficiency EFFECTS: [Voice of the Void]: Magically alters the wearer's voice to strip away gender and accent. [Aura of Judgment]: Amplifies the user's [Intimidation] and [Fear] effects by 100%. Enemies with a lower Willpower than the user suffer a -50% penalty to Charisma.

[Identity Obfuscation]: Blocks all [Inspect] and [Identify] skills from revealing the wearer's name or level. DESCRIPTION: A relic from a darker age, this mask was worn by the King's Justice to ensure that the sentence was delivered by the law itself. To wear this mask is to become a ghost in your own life.

"It's perfect," I whispered.

"Perfect it may be, but it is not without cost." Renard threw the satin cloth back over it, the room brightening.

"Put it on and you stop being Isabella Thorne. Make sure you're ready for that."

"I'm ready." This time I meant it. I tucked the mask into my inventory next to the dagger, behind the trap door where I hid my favorite things.

"Thank you, Master Renard. For everything."

"Don't thank me," he said, sitting back down and reaching for his bottle.

"Just don't die, it would be a waste of good training." I walked to the door, Kalia falling into step beside me. We moved out into the rain and she stopped at the mouth of the alley.

"I'll see you in Eastwatch, boss," she said, a grin flashing in the dark. Then she was gone, slipping away into the night. I walked back toward the Upper District where my retinue waited to take me home. Eastwatch was waiting.