Chương 184: Thoth

The ball of white-gold fire deleted the space between my hand and Thoth's chest. It was a roar of pure, Sovereign will, unbound by physics or politeness. It wasn't a request to the universe to burn; it was a screaming demand. It slammed into Thoth. The impact wasn't an explosion of heat; it was an eruption of pure concept. The paper-ribbon robes ignited instantly. Thoth, the inscrutable librarian, was suddenly a torch.

He flailed wildly, stumbling back against his driftwood desk, knocking over a stack of golden slates.

"AAAAAAH! HOT! IT BURNS! IT BURNS!" he shrieked, his voice vibrating through every scroll in the room like a choir of panicked birds. He slapped at the white flames consuming his shoulder, his painted eyes seemingly wide with cartoonish horror.

"Stop, stop, stop! Formatting error! Fatal exception! By the Akashic Inkwell, it lingers!" The flames were not relenting. They were pure Soulfire, fed by a Tier 6 will and a Mythical Bloodline. It would burn until the target ceased to exist or until I decreed otherwise.

"Oh god!" I shouted, the thrill of victory instantly replaced by a cold spike of dread. I lunged forward, hands glowing with the green light of [Phoenix Rebirth].

"Hold on! I'll heal you! I did not mean to!" I reached out, grabbing his burning shoulder, willing my fire to snuff out, terrified I had just murdered the ancient tutor I needed. Thoth stopped screaming instantly. The fire on his shoulder vanished. Not extinguished. Just gone. The charred paper of his robe reformed perfectly in a puff of ink-scented smoke. He straightened his mask, brushing imaginary dust off his lapel with the same peacock feather that, miraculously, hadn't even singed.

He tilted his head, the mismatched painted eyes curving upward in delight.

"Gotcha," he chirped. I stumbled back, my healing mana sizzling uselessly in the air.

"You… you were faking?"

"The pain? Absolutely theatrical. Top-tier tragedy acting," Thoth said, practically vibrating with excitement. He floated up to hover eye-level with me.

"The fire, however? Deliciously real. Oh, bravo. Bravo, intruder. I ask for a hit, and you don't throw a punch; you throw a condensed singularity of ancestral wrath. No hesitation! No probing jab! You went straight for the 'Erase from History' option! The disrespect is exquisite!" He floated around me, inspecting my aura like a tailor inspecting fabric, poking at my shields with his quill.

"That blow would have evaporated a Katharnian Void-Lord. I haven't felt a thermal yield like that since the War of the Severed Pages. Rude. Incredibly rude. But undeniably effective."

"I'm sorry," I said, relaxing my stance but keeping my senses sharp.

"I had a feeling you were very powerful. I knew if I used something simple it wouldn't work. So I went a little too far, trying to impress, sorry again." Thoth clapped his hands. The sound was like two heavy hardcovers slamming shut.

"Precisely! You bypassed the Medium and became the Source! You realized the Ink belongs to the house, but the blood belongs to you. Very clever. A bit barbaric, tossing soul empowered constructs around like a grenade — usually a sign of desperation or insanity — but clever nonetheless." He gestured to the open space in the center of the library. With a swirl of golden light, the air twisted and folded, materializing a low table and two cushions woven from floating script.

A teapot made of transparent glass appeared, hovering, filled with a liquid that swirled like liquid nebulae, tiny stars drifting in the steeping brew.

"Sit," Thoth commanded cheerfully.

"Tea? It's brewed from the crystallized whispers of a dying nebula. A bit melancholic on the nose, but a very robust finish." I hesitated, looking at the alien tea, then at the erratic scribe. He was powerful enough to rewrite my spells and shrug off Soulfire as a joke. If he wanted me dead, I'd be a footnote in a scroll by now. I sat. Thoth drifted down to the opposite cushion, crossing his legs in mid-air. He poured the galaxy-tea. The steam smelled of cinnamon and petrichor.

"So," Thoth said, picking up his cup with dainty, ink-stained fingers.

"You are young. Shockingly young. Your soul rings count… what? A few standard cycles? A babe in the woods. And yet, you carry the Ashen Spark. A wisp of The Primordial Flame. I thought that particular plot thread had been abandoned eons ago. Cancelled due to lack of the power to control and tame it from the cosmological audience." I took the cup. It was warm.

"You know of the Flame?"

"Know it?" Thoth laughed, a rustling sound like turning pages.

"I was enamoured by it. Volume 4, 902, the 'Deific Calamities'. The Phoenix Kings. They had a taste of it. Lovely aesthetic, terrible tempers. They burned half a galaxy because someone insulted a poem. A tragic misunderstanding about iambic pentameter. But they died out. Or were put out. Yet here you are, a little human flint, reigniting the kiln." Love what you're reading? Discover and support the author on the platform they originally published on.

He leaned forward, the painted eyes intense again, seemingly boring into my core.

"I am Thoth. The Scribe of Dissolved Truths. I curate the things the Systems forget to write down. I edit the margins of reality. And you, my bright flame, are a very interesting typo."

"A typo?" I frowned.

"Errors. Deviations. Things that don't fit the standard format. A healer who burns. A mortal who challenges systems. I like typos. They give the story texture. Perfection is boring. Flaws are where the interesting magic happens." He drank his tea in one gulp.

"But," he said, setting the cup down with a sharp clink.

"While your Fire is magnificent — and do please show me more later, I need to update my files on thermal entropy coefficients — your craftsmanship is appalling. Truly dreadful. It hurts my aesthetic sensibilities just looking at your mana."

"My… craftsmanship?" Thoth waved his quill at me accusatorily.

"Your Mana control. It's brute force! It's loud! You treat Mana like it's just ammunition for weapons. You scoop it up and hurl it. Where is the elegance? Where is the conversation? Where is the poetry?"

"I have [Mana Sovereign]," I defended, bristling slightly.

"My efficiency is nearly perfect. I waste nothing."

"Efficiency isn't Mastery!" Thoth scoffed.

"A bricklayer can be efficient. Does that make him an architect? [Mana Sovereign] gives you authority, yes. It lets you shout commands. But can you whisper? Can you persuade the Mana to be sharp without forcing it? Can you make it sing without beating it into submission?" He stood up, the table vanishing instantly into motes of golden dust.

"Show me," he ordered.

"No Flame. No Domain. No Soul-hacks. Just pure Mana manipulation. Construct a sphere. Simple. A perfect sphere of pure mana." I stood up. A sphere? That was elementary. I held out my hand. I reached for the ambient mana in the library. It was thick, golden, and heavy with divine resonance. Using my willpower, I gripped it, pulled it into a ball hovering over my palm. It was dense, glowing blue-white. A solid orb of power.

"There," I said. Thoth drifted over. He poked the sphere with his feather. It wobbled. A faint harmonic hum, dissonant and jarring, emanated from it.

"Look closely," Thoth whispered, leaning in.

"Don't look at the shape. Listen to the song." I frowned and concentrated. I tuned out the visuals and felt the mana. Beneath the smooth surface, the sphere was screaming. The energy was roiling, colliding, constantly fighting against the pressure of the air and my will. It wasn't a static object; it was a cage match held together by my mental grip.

"It's fighting you," Thoth said softly.

"You're holding it in shape with fear. You're compressing it. The Mana is whispering 'flow,' and you are screaming 'halt.' That is tyranny, not mastery. And tyrants are always exhausted." He held out his own hand. He didn't strain. He didn't frown. He simply turned his palm up and made an inviting gesture with his fingers. The golden mana of the room didn't get pulled. It simply was, gathering in his hand like old friends meeting for dinner and formed a sphere. I looked at his sphere. It was glass-smooth.

It was utterly silent. It wasn't vibrating. It wasn't fighting the atmosphere. It existed in perfect harmony with the space around it. The Mana wanted to be a sphere as if Thoth had suggested it was a delightful shape to be, and it agreed.

"Do you see?" Thoth asked.

"Mine is a sentence. A statement of fact. Yours is an argument. An argument drains you. A statement is effortless." He flicked his wrist. His sphere transformed. It became a bird, fluttering its wings with complex aerodynamics. Then a sword with a filigree hilt. Then a complex geometric lattice that rotated in four dimensions. Each transition was fluid, silent, and instantaneous.

"The Primordial Flame gives you the power to burn the page," Thoth said, his voice serious now, devoid of mockery.

"But if all you do is burn, you leave nothing but ash. To truly create… to be a Creator, an Architect… you must learn to write. You must learn the language of the ether itself, not just the shouts of your own soul." He banished his construct and floated back to his desk, picking up a stack of blank slates made of woven starlight.

"It is shameful," he declared, shaking his porcelain head dramatically.

"A wielder of the Flame, barely able to construct a stable polyhedron without threatening it with violence. You have the raw power of a Titan and the handwriting of a toddler holding a crayon in a fist." I looked at my hand, at the lingering, jagged mana traces. He was right. I had always relied on the System, on my skills, on the raw output of my stats. I punched through problems. Even my healing was a forceful injection of life, overriding injury. I had never stopped to ask the Mana what it wanted to do.

I was a conductor who didn't know how to play the instruments. Thoth slammed a heavy, leather-bound tome onto his desk. Dust motes danced in the light, forming runes as they fell.

"We have work to do, Flameborn," he announced, the painted smile widening on his mask.

"So much work. We are going to strip you down to your fundamentals. We are going to unlearn your bad habits. You will not leave this library until you can weave a spell so beautiful that the mana thanks you for casting it." He pointed his quill at the air. The golden mist swirled and solidified into thousands of tiny, delicate bubbles, each fragile as a thought.

"Lesson One: The Breath of the Void. You will move these bubbles across the room without popping them. You will not use force. You will not use wind. You will become the current upon which they wish to travel. You must convince them that the other side of the room is simply a better place to be." I looked at the Scribe, then at the bubbles. It seemed impossible. And for the first time since unlocking my Mana Core, I felt completely like a novice. And I smiled.

The hunger to learn, to refine, to perfect — it roared to life in my chest.

"I'm ready," I said.

"Good," Thoth chirped, hopping back onto his floating cushion.

"Because if you fail, I'm turning you into a footstool. I've needed a new one for centuries."

"A footstool?"

"It's ergonomic!" he defended.

"Now, begin!"