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Caelan had seen men opened worse than this and live. That knowledge did not comfort him. It only kept his hands steady. Sela was still on the ground with Kira's head in her lap when he came back from the pyre-fire and the last of the dead. The girl looked up at him with a face made raw by tears and blood and stubbornness. She held Kira as if loosening her grip would let death claim the rest.

"Move," he said. Sela shook her head immediately.

"No." He understood the impulse. He did not have time for it.

"You can ride beside her or you can slow me down," he said.

"Choose." That hit. The girl made a broken sound in her throat, bent once over Kira's face as if apology might hold her here, then let him in. Caelan knelt. The wound where Kira's arm had been should have been pumping blood. It should have been a red ruin. He had already chosen the blade in his mind, the cloth, the heat, the ugly necessity of cautery done in the field while she drifted near the edge of a death she had no business surviving. Instead, the bleeding had stopped. Not slowed. Stopped.

The flesh was torn and obscene, the bone visible higher up in the ruin, the edge of the shoulder opened in a way that turned the stomach even when one had seen battlefields full of opened men, but the blood was no longer leaving her. Caelan stared at it for one heartbeat too long. Ariana's mercy for that, he thought. Or some stranger grace. He did not know, and he hated not knowing. He had no explanation for it beyond the practical fact before him: she had not bled out. She still might. But not yet.

He bowed his head once, very slightly, over the shredded edge of the wound. Lady of the Dawn, if this is Your doing, I am in Your debt. The prayer had barely formed before the next problem rose behind it. Whatever had sent those men might send more. He turned his face once toward the road and the dark country beyond it. Nothing moved there but distance and cooling light. He felt no immediate pressure, no fresh warning at the back of the neck, no new shift in the world's attention.

But his body was spent enough now that he did not trust comfort simply because it had not yet been contradicted. If something else came, he would fight. He would also come closer to death in that fight than he preferred. The sword would still take fire. Ariana had not withdrawn. But the great flood of the earlier oath was gone now, and his channels ached with the after-burn of drawn grace. Another full invocation would cost him. Perhaps more than he could afford if the field turned truly bad.

He slid one arm beneath Kira's shoulders and the other beneath what remained of her back and hips. She weighed less than he expected. That angered him. Too light. Too easily broken. Too young. Sela moved with him before he could rise, hands fluttering uselessly at first and then settling against Kira's hair, her cheek, the side of her neck, as if contact itself might count as aid.

"You're hurting her," she whispered.

"She cannot feel enough of it to matter," Caelan said. That was only partly true, but it was kinder than the rest. He stood with Kira gathered in his arms and turned toward Dawncleaver. The warhorse saw him coming, shifted once, and held steady. Sela followed too close.

"She needs me."

"She needs speed." The girl's face twisted. Caelan put one boot in the stirrup and hauled himself into the saddle with Kira held close against his chest. It was awkward even for him. The sword he could balance with ease. An unconscious girl with one arm gone and both legs visibly broken was another matter entirely. Sela took a step closer as if to keep touching Kira while he settled.

"You may ride at my side," he said.

"You may speak to her. You may not interfere with her balance or mine." Sela swallowed hard and nodded. He looked at her then, directly, so there could be no room for mistake. This narrative has been unlawfully taken from Royal Road. If you see it on Amazon, please report it.

"I have her best interest at heart." That steadied her more than comfort would have. Good. The village ahead had a name. He had ridden through it before, or near enough to it, and knew there would be people, livestock, roofs, and at least the possibility of a bed raised off the floor. He could not summon the name now. Exhaustion had begun to prune all nonessential memory from the edges of thought. No matter. It was ahead. That was enough.

"Sela," he said, "take your horse and hers." The girl did. Hazel came easily enough. The other mare needed more handling, circling back from the edge of the road as if uncertain whether she had been dismissed from the crisis or simply forgotten by it. Sela caught both reins with fumbling hands and mounted again through tears and determination. Then they rode. Hard. Caelan kept one arm around Kira and one hand on the reins.

Her head rested against his shoulder with an intimacy that would have embarrassed her if she had been conscious enough to know of it. Her face was blood-smeared, pale beneath it, astonishingly peaceful for a girl whose body had just been butchered. That peace unsettled him more than screaming would have. Her face was beautiful even through the blood. The thought arrived uninvited, and he gave it no room to remain. Not beautiful in death. Beautiful in structure, perhaps.

In the quiet arrangement of her face when pain had gone elsewhere for a little while. Too young. Too strange. Too marked by significance he could not yet define. He looked down at her twice in the first mile and then forced himself to stop. His task was not to admire the wounded. His task was to keep them alive. The horses gave him two solid hours at that pace before their breathing changed and the strain in their stride began to roughen. He felt it through Dawncleaver immediately. Good animal. Honest limits.

They dismounted and walked after that. Caelan kept Kira in his arms. Sela led the horses and did a poor job of hiding that she was unraveling. Her hands shook on the reins. She looked at Kira every few steps as if expecting the girl to vanish entirely if she wasn't watched. She tried twice to ask whether Kira was still breathing and stopped both times before the words made it out. Caelan answered the unasked question anyway.

"She lives." Sela nodded too quickly. Then, after another minute: "Do you know that?"

"Yes." That was enough to keep her walking. The family found them before the village did. A cart on the road. Husband, wife, two children half asleep in the back under blankets and grain sacks. The man saw Caelan first, then the blood, then the girl in his arms, and did what most sensible people did when they found church business in the middle of nowhere: tried very hard not to have seen it. His wife was made of better material.

She took one look at Kira and smacked her husband hard enough on the arm to turn him around in the road.

"Don't be a fool," she snapped.

"Turn the cart." The husband opened his mouth, looked at Caelan, looked at the blood again, and wisely closed it. They helped. Of course they helped. Country people did, once the first second of fear had passed and the need in front of them stopped being theoretical. The wife climbed down before the wheels had even settled and pulled blankets flat in the cart bed with the speed of a woman used to making room for emergencies she had not scheduled. Sela nearly broke in gratitude right there.

Caelan transferred Kira as carefully as he could, cursing under his breath at every jolt her broken frame could not avoid. Forty-five minutes later, they came into the village. Small. Working. No inn sign worth the name until one had nearly passed the place entirely. A stable lean-to. Smoke from cookfires. Chickens, always chickens. Enough eyes to make the road feel suddenly public. Every one of them found the blood. Every one of them found the church man. The murmuring started before the cart fully stopped.

Church business. Dark days. The sun looked strange this afternoon. Who's the other girl? Look at all that blood. Where did they come from? What happened to her arm? Don't stare. Everyone stared. Caelan ignored them and carried Kira straight through the inn door. The room they gave him was on the first floor, more from panic than courtesy. Good. He had no patience for stairs with a girl in this condition. The bed was narrow, the sheets clean enough, the basin chipped, the table sturdy. It would do.

"Is there a healer in the village?" he asked. There was not. There never was in places this small. But there was, the innkeeper's wife said, a retired priestess of Keleria up the road a little way. Old now. Weak hands. Better than no one. A boy could be sent. A boy was sent running immediately. Good. Caelan set Kira on the bed and did what could be done before help arrived. Sela stood too close and flinched at everything. He put her to work when possible. Clean cloth. Water. More light. Hold this. Don't touch that.

Breathe and keep breathing. The tasks kept her from drowning in what she was seeing. Kira's legs were worse than he had allowed himself to say aloud. Both broken. One badly. The angles were wrong and had to be made less wrong before a healer with any sense would even attempt proper work. He had reset bones in field conditions before. Men. Boys. Once his own arm. None of them had been this small. When the old priestess finally arrived, she smelled of mint, old wool, and clean earth. Human. Worn thin with age.

Eyes still clear. Hands that trembled until they touched the work and then steadied from long habit. She took one look at the wound at Kira's shoulder and said, "Well." That was enough to tell him she understood the scale of the problem.

"You did a hell of a job stopping the bleeding," she said. Caelan did not correct her. He had not stopped it. He had simply found that it had already stopped. The priestess and Caelan set the legs first. Sela nearly came apart during that part. Teeth clenched. Hands over mouth. A sound in her throat every time bone shifted under skin and cloth. Kira stayed mercifully under, or near enough that the body did not yet have to reckon with what was being done to it. Splints went on. Wrappings followed.

The old woman's spell came last. It felt nothing like Ariana. That difference struck him sharply. Where Ariana's grace came as heat, clarity, command, this was cooler. Softer. Green life answering green life. A breeze where no window stood open. The smell of mint strengthening in the room. Keleria's power moved through damaged flesh like water through roots, slow and patient and alive in a wholly different register. Weak magic by comparison to the great restorations he had seen in higher temples. But real.

Better than nothing. He had seen priestesses of Ariana restore lost limbs. Once, years ago, under circumstances he still counted among the holiest moments of his life, he had seen a woman whose chest had been opened in battle breathe again by dawnfire and devotion so complete that afterward there had been no sign the wound had ever existed. He did not have that here.

He had an inn room, a retired priestess of Keleria, one terrified girl, three exhausted horses, a village full of frightened witnesses, and a wounded child whose survival remained uncertain. So he used what he had. That was the work. When the old woman finished, she sat back with a slow breath and wiped one hand over her mouth.

"She may live," she said. May. Again that word. It was becoming a hateful thing. Sela bent over Kira immediately, crying with quieter desperation now, as if the presence of a healer had changed grief into permission. Caelan stood at the foot of the bed for a long moment and let the fatigue finally touch him. Not collapse. Not weakness. The long after-burn of power spent and duty still unfinished. Outside, the town kept murmuring around the inn. He could hear it even through the walls. Fear. Curiosity. Speculation.

The ordinary human industry of building story around what one had not understood. He let them speak. He had larger concerns. The dark had reached for them once. It might do so again. And now they had stopped moving. That, more than anything, made him uneasy.