Chương 115: 114. Escape From New York

Deep in her personal dimension, Kelly felt full with power. It was as though the whole shadow dimension was being fed by the stolen artifact, and by entering it, she was being directly charged.

"Huh." That creature had found her, somehow. The entire city was probably hunting her and her suit. And an enitire dimension of portal being, maybe. Or maybe not, considering how weak it has been. Either way, she wasnt about to ruin a good day by taking unproductive risks. She flicked her Title to 'The Null' and felt the usual static hum settle over her-the universe's way of forgetting she was there. A nice, loud 'No' to being perceived.

She just had to hope it made predictive targeting models as disinterested as it made that god and its pet angel. Annoying, overpowered bastards. She wasn't in the mood for a rematch. Her shadow pooled at her feet, darker than the tunnel around it. Her weapon hummed with mana and runes and she knelt, pulling a flat, rune-generated platform from the air. It wasn't much bigger than her torso. She attached her shadow to it, a process that felt like hooking a fishline to her own silhouette.

Then she tethered the platform to her drone, which hovered with a patient, insectile whirr. Her plan was straightforward, and therefore probably brilliant. She'd step into her shadow via the platform, tether it to the drone so she'd have a way out, and the drone would carry the whole package-platform and shadow and Kelly inside it-to Ren. A shadow taxi service. The fare was her continued existence. It wasn't perfect.

If someone blasted the tether mid-transit, she'd be spending the rest of eternity in a personal dimension of absolute nothing- a permanent vacation in a featureless void with no check-out time. But the other option had much more permanent consequences and involved interacting with beings who could turn her into a stain before she could say 'reset." Beats getting spotted, she thought, and stepped through. The world dissolved into silent, weightless dark. Kelly took the risk.

The drone deposited her shadow behind a collapsed billboard in Riverdale. Kelly stepped out, the city air hitting her like a chemical slap. Ren's chosen meeting point was so far out it was practically volunteering for exile. The outer force wall hummed in the distance, a shimmering barricade of bad news. The zone was choked in a mist that clung and a smog that almost definitely rewrote DNA as a hobby. A shape scuttled from behind a burnt-out sedan. It was a hamster, or it had been.

Now it was wolf-sized, a twitching mound of matted fur, exposed bone-claws, and extra mouths that sprouted from what should have been shoulders. It sniffed the toxic air, then scurried down a corner.

"Poor guy. Prom night must have been wild for you," Kelly muttered, profoundly grateful for the suit. The stealth suit's helmet filtered the atmosphere, providing its own clean, vacuum-sealed bubble of breathable air. Death and mutation from toxic smog was not on her to-do list.

"One less thing to worry about." She was scanning the mist-draped ruins when her lenses caught movement at the last second. A human-shaped void in the ambient mana field, approaching from behind. A second before he spoke, she knew he was there. Ren materialized behind her. Not a sound or a shift of light. A sudden presence where empty space had been.

"Wow," was all he said, inspecting her suit as if searching for damage to his merchandise.

"So you made it out alive." Ren's voice came through her helmet comm, gruff and dry. Kelly turned. His stealth suit rendered him a faint shimmer in the smog, but his posture was solid, real. Now, finally, she was with Ren, and—wait a minute. Did he leave her out there, expecting her to die? Kelly was about to protest before Ren interrupted her. He tilted his head.

"That's a surprise. Then again, I suppose the fact that the day continues coincides with that." A pause.

"Although I wonder.. does time reset with you, or do you simply move through it with each death?" Kelly shrugged, a gesture he'd see through the suit's optics.

"Probably the latter. If it was the former, the timeline would be spaghetti. And I hate spaghetti- it's the stuck up noodles of cuisine. Plus, that annoying god and its puppet mentioned I was a whirlpool in time, absorbing it and getting bigger. Sounds like I'm just doing my own thing." She probably traveled through time with each death, either her consciousness, her soul, or both. A free agent, unmoored. She didn't know what absorbing it and getting bigger meant. Something good, she hoped. Not spaghetti.

Ren went silent at the revelation. She couldn't see his face, just the blank, reflective visor of his helmet. His stance shifted, becoming utterly still. Thoughtful. Deeply so. He brought a gauntleted hand up and touched his helmet's chin panel, a slow, deliberate motion. He stood there, a statue in the toxic fog, weighing the implications of a woman who used death as a commute. She turned her head.

"You pick good real estate. The local fauna thinks we're snacks." The meeting point Ren had chosen was... strange. It was far. Too far. Practically out in the sticks. The outskirts of New York, right up against the wall of force trapping everyone in the city, the one that told them there was no escape, the end was nigh, and the fun was almost definitely over. Ren stared at the translucent wall of force marking the city's edge—the snake's barrier.

He turned his visor toward Kelly's, the air between them thick with clinging, toxic fog. Ren rapped the barrier with his knuckles. The surface rippled, like warped space—adaptive and impenetrable. The old, gruff war veteran cleared his throat. He said, quietly, "If that's the case, you should leave New York. Get outside the snake's spatial magic. It's what's keeping everyone trapped." He was talking about escaping New York without saving anyone—at least for now. Kelly's jaw set.

"My retirement starts today. That matters to me. I made promises. I've got people depending on me. Loose ends I can't leave hanging." Her voice steadied, then quickened as anger and fatigue braided together.

"I have to fix this. Crack it wide open. I need to hit the hundredth level. 100EQ. That man floating over New York—and his giant snake—killed me every day. He needs to pay. I have to save Rowena. Caleb. everyone I promised. Even Joe. I'm not walking away today until I try to do everything I set out to do." The story has been taken without consent; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident. She swallowed, then asked, quieter, almost afraid of the answer: " What if I don't come back to the beginning?"

Ren looked at her, flat and honest.

"There's nothing saying your loops are locked to twenty-four hours," he said.

"It just feels like surviving the first twenty-four here today is impossible. You dont need to be here to hit the demigod peak. You dont even need to be on this planet. You can reach 100 faster outside of this prison. And there's no reason to think the loop's start will change unless you learn how to change yourself—intentionally." Kelly's certainty hung in the air like a challenge—unyielding, almost religious.

"I don't back down. Not now. Not ever." Promises bound her, each one meaningful in its own way, each one representing a life she'd encountered, shared moments with, or an individual she would never meet again, their memory, essence and very being wiped clean by the loops.

"My goals are infallible. I never break a promise." Most of the time. Ren's jaw worked; he stepped closer, voice low and impatient.

"You sound like you're reciting a creed." He tapped the air between them.

"You treat promises like shackles." Ren didn't soften.

"You know better than anyone: adaptation is everything. Change is the point." He leveled his gaze at her.

"Your growth isn't trapped to today. Your power already proved the loop isn't strictly a day."

"It just feels like one because, as you are now, it's impossible for you to beat it." She swallowed, the edge in her voice dulling as ren continued: she knew, better than anyone, that adaptation was everything. The growth she chased wasn't limited in one single day; She only thought it was because no matter what she tried, she couldn't overcome it.

"What if you nail the perfect day," Ren asked, "but it still loops? You'd just be performing the same heroism on repeat."

"That's insanity," he said, blunt.

"Foolishness. Without mastering the loop, there is no perfect retirement. It will just repeat." He tapped the barrier again, less to test it and more to punctuate the truth.

"To master it, you have to conquer the day—not cling to it. Move past it. Control it." Kelly's resolve wavered like a breath held too long. Ren's words were not condemnation so much as a map: only by seeing beyond this day—by making the first deliberate step toward tomorrow—would she stand a chance. Anything less would be doomed to repeat.

"If you want to retire," he said, softer now, "first learn how to retire the day. Only then can you truly walk away. Take the first step. Master the loop." Kelly didn't answer right away. The helmet's visor filtered the hellish glow of the dome, and she watched a building-sized chunk of masonry get punched into vapor by a stray blast. She turned the veteran's words over in her head. More time. More variables. A chance to poke the universe with a slightly longer, sharper stick.

"So," she murmured, the comms making her voice a flat, metallic whisper beside Ren's ear.

"If this time mutation lets me punch holes forward… skip ahead a few seconds, hours, whatever…"

"Then there's no rule saying you can't punch one backwards," Ren finished, his voice a gravelly counterpoint to her speculative tone. He didn't look at her; his attention was on the titans clashing a few blocks over, tracking trajectories, gauging fallout zones.

"Yes."

"Worst case," he continued, as a shockwave rattled the street under their boots, "your loops just get longer. You end up back at the start anyway. But you'd have more time. More resources. You'd see more of the board before the pieces get reset." He finally glanced in her direction, though he saw only a heat-shimmer distortion in the air.

"A better understanding of the game." Kelly ran the scenarios through her head—risks, edge cases, statistical possibilities—her mouth moving with the calculus of it. The risk was wasting a loop. But the potential... could be immense. An experiment. Her kind of experiment.

"Okay," she said at last.

"One test run. This loop only. Let's see if your hypothesis about gaining more power, getting closer to my goals through longer resets holds any water." A grin spread across her face, unseen inside the helmet.

"But no prize, no play. I'm not doing it without the cube in my hands." Which she finally had. Her hand subconsciously drifted to where it was stored, past the lightless gateway to her personal space. The mana cube was in there, the only reason to be standing in this particular circle of hell. Its secrets the key to many of her insane ideas. She'd already pulled it from the heart of the dome's chaos while gods and monsters tore each other apart. The hard part was done.

Now, finally, it was time for the much harder part. Kelly shifted her weight, the stealth suit's fabric brushing against the pavement. She glanced at Ren.

"Can you put a shield around me? Leave a hole just big enough for a barrel. No gaps for recoil or blowback. Or fallout that turns lungs to paste. I don't feel like having my arms ripped off today." Ren gave a single nod. The ground at their feet churned as his nanomachines devoured asphalt, rebar, and a nearby lump of fused debris that might have once been a street vendor's cart—or a very unlucky person. Metal and raw matter spiraled upward, weaving with shimmering energy into a dense, curved barrier.

A narrow vertical slit opened in its face.

"Stable," Ren confirmed, his voice a dry rumble.

"Fire when ready." The monomolecular blade was already in her hand, on account of the local mutated flora and fauna. With a thought, the weapon was humming, pieces sliding and clicking over one another. Mana crackled across its surface like pale lightning. Runes reformatted, shifted into place, then flared to life along its length—ice-blue, void-black, crushing grey—each etching itself into the air as the weapon reconfigured.

Kelly felt the drain as [Absorb] runes activated, pulling mana from her palms into the forming structure. In seconds, she wasn't holding a blade. She was hefting a cannon that looked like it had been forged in a hidden blacksite, mana-soaked scrapheap. Its barrel was a segmented tube of overlapping black alloy, glowing inner coils visible through vents, with runes spinning slowly along its length like angry constellations. It hummed with a deep, building frequency that vibrated in her teeth. And she loved it.

Kelly shoved the barrel through the slit in Ren's shield. The moment it cleared the interior, the shield's opening contracted seamlessly around the metal, forming an airtight seal. The cannon's weight settled against her shoulder, fully braced. No recoil would reach her. Hopefully, if her teachers tech could be trusted, no backblast would cook her alive or render her to paste. She glanced at the readouts flickering on her helmet's display—stable. Ready.

"Perfect." Ren studied the weapon through his own visor.

"That's a... peculiar piece of hardware. Never seen anything like it."

"Sure you haven't," Kelly said, adjusting her grip.

"This is my 'No' beam. It tells things to stop moving. Freezes them. Permanently." Just outside the shield, the shadow at Kelly's feet detached and rose. It wasn't a person at all—just a pillar of darkness that rose and mirrored the being that cast it. In its grasp, it held a perfect, jet-black replica of the cannon she held. Every vent, rendered in pure absence of light.

"And that," Kelly said, a sharp grin in her voice, "is my 'yes' beam. Fires rounds at… well, I haven't tested it yet. Definitely past sound. Theoretically sublight. Only problem is it kills everyone in the general vicinity the moment I fire it. Me included." She tapped the shield with her knuckle.

"Thanks for the roof." The shadow-gun was functionally a prop. She'd carved its template from the shadow of a Voidling's spear a while ago. It could have been a formless blob, a simple disc, any shape that held a charge. But she preferred the statement. Let them see the gun. Let them know exactly what was coming. Kelly took a breath. Held it. Then she fired. The 'no' beam was a loud, widening helix of intense grey light. it lit up her mana scanners like a geyser of transmuting energy.

Where it touched the spatial barrier, reality stuttered. Ripples in the dome froze mid-undulation, crystallizing into static, glassy patches of solidifying material. A fraction of a second later, the shadow-cannon fired. The 'yes' beam wasn't a beam at all. It was a tunnel of pure concussive annihilation, visible only as a distortion that ripped the air apart. It hit the frozen patches.

The world didn't so much shatter as unmake —frozen spatial force vaporized into shimmering dust and violent, localized shockwaves that slapped against Ren's shield. Impact. Freeze. Blast. Repeat. Kelly walked forward as she fired, step by heavy step, both cannons roaring. The 'no' beam advanced, stapling sections of the barrier in place. The 'yes' beam followed, punching through the immobilized zones, tearing gaps that leaked twisted city light. A opening yawned, edges crumbling like rotten ice.

She kept firing, moving closer, until she was right at the threshold.